i know this makes me a bitch and a half but i cannot help but feel a little triumphant when i see an old nemesis come into my workplace pregnant kid in tow fat husband waiting in the pickup truck rushed and clearly unhappy
i have been anticipating so i am somewhat surprised uncertain and to some degree annoyed about their presence in my daily experience especially in light of the fact that i have at other times been feeling more joyful and confident in my abilities as a loving human being than ever before