W1B-013 Student - Friend-1.txt
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Liz! A few hours ago I spoke to Irene Ð she told me'sorta' all no doubt she told me you my all, I think its just the AGE! You can only adjust to so much then it goes. She 'll be OK Ð it sounds to me. I was trying to get her defer this year at college Ð perhaps. Her trouble is she refuses to go into depth if you know what I mean. Just put her head down goes for it all the time closing down her parameters.

Sometimes I feel as if I could sit there write the script, hand it to her she 'd laugh cry at the right intervals thats called social exchange I have suspected for a long time she does it to herself Jim children as well.

Anyway she knows where I am and I 'm sane normal since I managed to persuade doctors their job is not just to give me antibiotics beta blockers (neither of which I take). I 've been there, bought the tee shirt, read the book, bought the CD, seen the video et al.

Madness (not real serious stuff. N. breakdowns) seem to be coming out of the woodwork at the moment. Spent all yesterday trying to get a friend sectioned to the bin who thinks Putney is a suburb of Russia she's married to a guy from Star Wars boy was that a boring film.

Whats wrong with Stephen Rea Ð I 'd eat him for breakfast Ð know people who know him but decided I couldn't wangle an invite as I might salavate at the table just that bit too much.

Well whats new! Well me for one Ð back in the land of the living. HRT Ð I heartilly recommend horse piss. Great stuff. 3 days your human again. Had all the allergy tests pollen/trees/cats/horses guinea pigs? But not I 'm allergic too vastly to any. No polops in nasal passages/teeth can't cause it (sinus problems that is Ð drove me mad! Did I tell you, the Pain was out of this world, anyway HEAD scan Monday. So perhaps apart from being a batty middleage woman I might have cause for it. Only taken me 20 years to get them to react.

Have to go for a piss Ð sit quietly wait for my return.

Back thats better. Anyway I hear your to be Jewish. Its not fair Ð how dare you steal my thunder? I 'm only 1/4 Jewish Fathers Ma Ð but she was Australian. So that gets me a few points up for obscurity. Ya boo sucks to you!

Hows Nancy. Wrote her a letter but haven't heard back

As you will see from the address have decamped to Putney am ipso-facto living with Rodney. Only took me 20 years. - Always vered on the side of caution to think my mothers sexual advice was just 'make sure he's clean' Ð she never told me in what context. For years I insisted they had a bath first.

Knew on Monday this week should never have happen! Yesterday lurched from worse to worse. Today got a letter to say Pat O'Raffertys Da had died his new (? was she even new) Fanny on the side is sitting round Angelas house (the woman he won't let go) saying she's Fanny No2 3 months pregnant (which she's not) a familly friend has OD-ed at the kitchen table on purpose (how do they know?) and the rest of the world -! at least I don't feel anymore that I 'm the only one who does it.

Agraphobia gone Ð hows yours. Don't know when. I think I realise nothing worse could happen. So there was no point to be scared. I get on off buses trains / plains walk down streets without a qualm.

Let she without qualms cast the first stone.

Do write tell the sister too. AT ONCE.

love Frankie xxx

P.S. Hannah I were having a mega row last time I was over she was reading a book (mcbrinns read books as they row.) she said listen to this, it was old household one Ð ie "There are 3 stages to the common house fly etc. but the last is when they have blue viens in their wings" Ð have we attained the blue viens?

A passing thought.

Sorry if missed gaps in letter but this seem to happen at such a speed within different groups you forget, who knows what who when were

In my usual fashion after writing letter lost it Ð now found again.

Spoke to Irene yesterday Ð sounds a lot more confident doing some kind of cleaning job in the evenings Ð sounds vile Ð but then if its unpleasant Irene will find a virtue in it. Still trying to get her to defer the course for a year Ð says she 'll think about it in a less stuborn fashion than before.

Hi Hoo Ð we 'll see so click your heels twice straight on till midnight. do write tell that sister too as well. love Frankie
