i cant stand it. today i realised it might affect my research approach which is ethnography. i wanted to scream and say, my god do you realise what you are doing to these young children!!! it takes all of my patience to just observe and take field notes and record, i want to jump up and go teach the lesson, which is basic science. the policy makers have been so short sighted! It hurts, it really does!!! i

hope i get through this without getting too depressed.

btw, the meditation class is taking place this saturday. And next sunday (20th). will text you when i get to colombo. friday, i think.
