 What is the paradox of Wayne’s “breaking out” experience?
They were squareheads one and all, marking moron time in a gray dream. You got to remember about all these dangerous repressed impulses piling up with nowhere to go, like they say. What do we know about adolescent trauma and like that? Squareheads going around either unconscious or with eyes looking dead from the millennium in the office waiting to retire into limbo. "Thanks, sarge dear," Wayne said and took the elevator up to the Armory. Finally he said, "So make up your mind, bud. It's a big city and you're starting late. He checked them on a receipt ledger, while Wayne examined the weapons, broke open the revolver, twirled the cylinder and pushed cartridges into the waiting chamber.
 -The fact that Wayne cannot complete his kill suggests that violence is not necessarily an inherent part of humanity, such as the state claims.
 The fact that Wayne feels bad for the stewbum demonstrates that he feels more for humanity than the Corporal accuses him of.  The fact that Wayne laughs during his chase with Red is paradoxical to the way he demonstrates empathy for his father.  -The fact that Wayne cannot complete his kill suggests that violence is not necessarily an inherent part of humanity, such as the state claims.  The fact that Wayne cannot complete his kills suggests that he will become like how mother, which is the opposite of what he wants for himself.