 What realization do you think Wayne might have had after his journey?
[Transcriber's Note: This etext was produced from Worlds of If Science Fiction, July 1962. They were squareheads one and all, marking moron time in a gray dream. Squareheads going around either unconscious or with eyes looking dead from the millennium in the office waiting to retire into limbo. He was still laughing as he whoomed the Olds between the pale dead glow of houses and roared up the ramp onto the Freeway. "Thanks, sarge dear," Wayne said and took the elevator up to the Armory. Finally he said, "So make up your mind, bud. He checked them on a receipt ledger, while Wayne examined the weapons, broke open the revolver, twirled the cylinder and pushed cartridges into the waiting chamber.
 He realized he did not have the emotional strength he thought he had to complete the mission.
 He realized he did not have the emotional strength he thought he had to complete the mission.  He realized that Captain Jack had set him up to make him regret the draft call.  He realized that his parents are to blame for his weaknesses.  He realized that he was emotionally strong enough for the mission, but it was still too gruesome for him.