When you absorb information and the knowledge changes your attitude, this is an example of a time when you internalize the information.
transitive verb-·ized·, -·iz·ing
transitive verbin·ter·nal·ized, in·ter·nal·iz·ing, in·ter·nal·iz·es
- To make internal, personal, or subjective: “Protean man internalizes the longing for immortality through an ongoing process of death and rebirth within himself” ( Henry S. Resnik )
- To take in and make an integral part of one's attitudes or beliefs: had internalized the cultural values of the Poles after a year of living in Warsaw.
(third-person singular simple present internalizes, present participle internalizing, simple past and past participle internalized)