To put your mind at ease, there is a VERY low likelihood that these issues are secondary to your "self-exploration" event that you journeyed on when you were younger. Additionally, there's absolutely no reason to be embarrassed about this. This is what us physicians do on a daily basis, and we do what we do because we love to help people (most of us, that is). And I promise, for every "embarrassing" event you think you might be bringing to the table, I guarantee all of us have seen much, much worse. But again, there's absolutely zero shame in what you're going through whatsoever. Get a referral to a urologist from your PCP; all they focus on is genitourinary tract issues, and they should hopefully be able to help you find an answer to what's going on.
[Urology] 27M, Pee drops "leaks" after peeing. Embarrassed to visit a doctor.As the post says, I am 27M. After peeing few drops of pee leak out after peeing.As a "solution", i "rub" my penis to move any pee in the canal outside. I do it even from behind the testicles. However recently, it seems even that doesn't work out. As i still get few drops of pee afterward, especially when i sit down.I wanted to go to a doctor, however i am extremely embarrassed. And I am not even sure if there is anything that can be done at this point.The thing is: the reason i believe this is happening, is because when i was a kid, i inserted a thermometer in my urethra, it was deep enough that i felt it penetrating something and pee came out.However if i recall correctly nothing really changed after that incident and this leaking issue started happening about 5 to 8 years ago.