Forum Libre - 2018-03-09  Throwaway. Je préviens c'est pas très gay.   A l'arrivée (imprévu) de la mort d'un proche, il y a relativement assez longtemps, j'étais très mal.   Depuis tout petit le milieux des psys était quelque chose qui m'était pas étranger, un peu la réponse de mes parents a tout problème insurmontable.    L'arrivée de la mort du proche étant de plus en plus proche, je suis un peu mal entouré, seul, dans un minuscule appart, a la sortie d'une première année de prépa difficile, et je me sens mal. Surtout sans moyens. Normalement, chaque problème, a une solution. Mais là.   Du coup, activité favorite, je m'engueule beaucoup avec ma soeur. Au point de pas être un très bon frère, de profiter que c'est une fille et qu'elle est un peu "sans défense" devant son frère adoré, et je la harcèle pas mal.  A un moment, sans solutions, faut dire que je dois dire que ma relation avec ma soeur avait toujours été chaotique dans le sens on s'aime beaucoup et, rajoute du chaos dans la relation et ça fait mal.  J'ai la mauvaise idée de me dire : je vais me présenter aux urgences psychiatriques, faire en sorte d'être hospitalisé, et essayer (c'était mon idée) de faire comprendre a ma soeur que je suis vraiment mal, qu'il faut qu'elle m'aide, (en faite, je suppose qu'elle était aussi mal que moi et le fait qu'on ai pas des relations de qualité faisait qu'elle pouvait  pas -et moi non plus je pouvais pas l'aider- m'aider a surmonter ce drame).   Du coup, de toute façon je n'avais rien à faire, j'avais droppé la fac et j'étais au plus mal, je fait ça.  Avant d'arriver aux urgences, pendant 2-3 jours l'idée m'était germée, et à l'époque j'avais une haute opinion de moi même, donc je supportait pas un échec (du style, y aller, et qu'ils m'acceptent pas, il fallait qu'ils dramatisent (les psys) avec moi côute que côute). Je prépare donc l'arrivée.   Meilleur idée : (et la plus conne), je dit que j'ai envie de me suicider, qu'ils doivent me protéger de moi même.   J'arrive un soir, je ne sais plus ou, dans un truc d'urgence, je suis reçu, et j'explique calmement ça.   Le moment est hyper désagréable, pour prendre part au mensonge, et ils sont un peu techniques niveaux esprit, je commence a me mettre de mauvaises idées dans la tête (rien de dangereux, seulement la personne me demande comment vous vous suiciderez, etc, donc j'invente des truc, et c'est noir mais noir dans mon esprit).   Résultat en faite je suis encore plus mal, stressé, tout, mais mon plan prévu doit être mené a bien.   Du coup, ils m'acceptent, m'"hospitalise", et je me retrouve dans un hopital de dingos only, et c'est stressant.   A ce moment là, j'ai besoin d'énergie pour continuer mon mensonge, j'ai peur de rester calme et de plus pouvoir être crédible, du coup je me stresse (c'est dommage) pour continuer ma ligne droite vers mon but : faire appeler ma soeur, dramatiser la situation (comme si ça l'était pas déjà assez), mettre ces gens de mon côté pour que ma soeur se rende compte que je suis profondément mal, et qu'elle tilte et fasse quelque chose (tout ça aujourd'hui je sais que c'était pas des bonnes idées, déjà elle pouvait rien faire, ensuite yavait pas besoin de "montrer" a quel point j'était mal, -soit elle s'en fou-, soit elle décide de pas le voir, soit "secrètement" elle le sais, mais pense plus a elle qu'a moi, elle a surement raison dans cet hypothèse, et c'est comme ça).  Bref, rien que de m'en rappeler ça me fait revivre un peu de frustration, celle (surtout à l'époque) d'être incompris, d'avoir le sentiment qu'on m'écoute pas.    Le lendemain (après une nuit) arrive. Déjà, je tiens plus trop mon mensonge et mon plan, je commence a me sentir perdu, et en pleine nuit (je me rappel plus si c'était le premier soir ou le second, surement le second) je demande a sortir, commence a un peu lâcher du leste sur mon mensonge, .. sans tout a fait tout dire non plus (je le ressentais comme une faiblesse qu'il faut essayer de contrecarrer, pour continuer mon idée a la con, du coup je faisait un peu confus).   Bref, je me rend vite compte qu'être enfermé j'aime pas, que la population c'est vraiment des gens que je veux éviter, mais bon, de toute façon malheureusement déprimé, et pris dans un engrenage, je continue jusqu'à temps qu'ils appellent ma soeur (quand j'ai une idée fixe, j'essaye d'aller jusqu'au bout).    Ils l'appel au bout de 2-3 jours, moi je suis mal, et je commence a vraiment angoisser dans cet univers presque "parallèle" de malades, docteurs qui te parlent comme quelqu'un de très très loin, et petit espace.   Elle viens, je suis heureux, je vais pouvoir la voir, et puis je vais repartir et j'aurai réussis a prendre un peu plus de controle, pouvoir, sur elle, afin de plus maitriser les choses et me sentir mieux. (On était un peu dans une bataille d'égo continuelle à l'époque, qui est le plus fort, et on était vachement vache entre nous).  Et là, c'est mon moment. Ce pour quoi j'ai enduré tout ça (dans mon esprit, parce que ça a tourné au vinaigre et floppé complet), elle voit d'abord la psy de service, une grosse vache, puis nous voit tous les trois, mais c'est pas très actif comme je le souhaite, en faite je suis dans un engrenage "hospitalier", j'ai pas trop de contrôle sur la situation (mais je l'acceptait pas, meme si je commencais a m'en rendre compte).   La, ma soeur, que je harcelais déjà avant, elle met un stop : elle demande, plein d'émotions, a la dame de s'occuper de moi, de faire quelque chose.   La, ça s'est transformé en cauchemard. Je me rappel plus si ma soeur part ou pas, peu importe, mais la dame me fait comprendre que je ne sortirait pas. Merde. C'est le chaos dans ma vie, je suis dans un endroit "chaotique", épuisé de mon entreprise complètement conne, stressé, (...)   Je crois que je pleure, je supplie la dame de me laisser sortir, mais c'est trop tard.  Avec le recul, en gros, je suis en train de me faire enculer profond. Et c'est désagréable.  Conclusion de ce moment avec la psy et ma soeur : internement sur demande d'un tiers (ma soeur a signé sur demande de la psy, elle était démunie et a pensé que ça me ferait du bien).  On me change de service : direction une chambre fermé a clé, avec un lit vissé au sol, une vue, et un seau pour faire ses besoins. On m'accueuil dans ce "service" a plusieurs, toute l'équipe, et on me parle d'une façon toute douce mais ferme, je sais pas pourquoi mais c'est comme les mafieux dans les films quand ils tuent quelqu'un avec plein d'amour en le regardant dans les yoeux par exemple, les gens sont genre très proche de toi, ils te parlent gentiement, mais ils t'enferment a clé. On me dit, vous devez prendre un médicament. Je répond que je ne veux pas. On me dit, si vous refusez, on vous piquera de force. Grand seigneur, je dis (j'étais très "cordial", mais totalement épouvanté) he bien, je refuse (sous entendu si vous voulez me droguer ça sera contre ma volonté. rien que de l'écrire je sais pas comment j'en suis arrivé là).   Alors, ils reviennent avec une seringue, a plusieurs, je n'oppose aucune résistance, et ils me tiennent un peu gentiement, et me pique.   Là, je me sens hyper mal : sensation horrible de dépossession de ses moyens intelectuels, plus aucune libido, je me sens dans une angoisse plus forte mais quasi impalpable, un état bizarre, j'ai vraiment une peur extrème vraiment naturelle : j'ai la sensation (réelle -_-) qu'on m'a enfermé, avec les réflexes que ça entrainent : vais je sortir? je ressent le truc (a raison selon moi) comme quelqu'un (ou plusieurs personnes..) m'a enfermé, comment je sort, un sorte de choc, tu vois plus le bout du tunnel, ya pas de date de sortie.   Petit a petit (j"y resterai quelques jours seulement), on m'ouvre la porte, d'abord 1h par jour, etc.. Assez rapidement, on me transfert dans un "service" (ceci dit toujours enfermé) classique. Bref, le tout aura duré 3 semaines, au bout de 3 semaines, je sort et puis voilà.   Je suis resté pas mal perdu (1000x plus qu'avant de rentrer) pendant presque quelques années avant de refaire surface. Ils m'avaient "écrasés" totalement, j'avais en sortant l'impression d'être un fantôme.    En faite, je me rend compte que j'ai raconté cette histoire en disant qu'au départ j'avais un proche qui était malade et allais s'en aller (vous comprendrez l'expression), mais en faite, au moment de cette histoire le proche était déjà partit, c'est marrant, en faite à l'époque je l'avais pas accepté, et donc j'ai naturellement re décrit la situation comme c'était à l'époque, pour moi ce proche était encore là (acceptation).    Bref, en faite je raconte tout ça pour une chose : je suis ouvert a vous répondre sur le sujet (sauf si vos questions me semble déplacés / troll selon moi / ou que vous me prenez pour un demeuré), mais récemment (c'est ça que je voulais partager), étant maintenant sortit de cette histoire (qui m'a traumatisé de nombreuses années), ne travaillant pas et faisant un peu que glander, sous l'impulsion de ma famille (va voir un psy, va voir un psy, disque-), j'ai cherché, -a voir un psy-.   **suite en commentaire**

Free Forum - 2018-03-09 Throwaway. I'm warning you, it's really gay. With the (unexpected) arrival of the death of a loved-one, a relatively long time ago, I was really hurting. Since my very young age, the world of psychologists was something that wasn't foreign to me, which was the response from my parents to any problem that couldn't be overcome. The arrival of the death of a loved-one coming increasingly nearer, I was a bit poorly accompanied, alone, it a tiny apartment, coming off of a difficult first year of prep school, and I felt bad. Especially with no money. Normally, every problem has a solution. But here, no. My favorite activity is that I yell a lot at my sister. To the point of not being a very good brother, taking advantage of the fact that she’s a girl and she’s a bit “defenseless” faced with her loving brother, and I harass her a lot. Eventually, with no solutions, it should be said that I’m saying that my relationship with my sister was always chaotic in that we love each other a lot, and with the chaos in the relationship, it hurts. I had the bad idea of saying, “I’m gong to present myself in the psychiatric emergency room, pretend I’m hospitalized, and try (this way my idea) to make my sister understand that I was really hurting, that she had to help me.” (Actually, I suppose that she was hurting as much as me and the fact that we didn’t have a quality relationship, she couldn’t (and I couldn’t help her either) helped me to get over this drama). So, in any case, I had nothing to do. I’d dropped out of college and I was hurting the most, and I did this. Before getting to the emergency room, for 2-3 days, the idea had been planted with me, and at the time, I had a high opinion of myself, so I wouldn’t tolerate a failure (of like, going there, and them not accepting me, so they had to dramatize things (the psychologists) whatever the cost). So, I prepared for my arrival. Better idea: (and the stupidest), I said that I wanted to kill myself, that they had to protect me from myself. I got there one night, who knows where, in an emergency room. I was received, and they were a bit too technical in spirit, and began putting bad idea in my head (nothing dangerous, only the person asked me how I’d kill myself, etc., so I made things up, and my mind was really, really dark). The result was that I was still hurting, stressed out and everything, but my plan had to come to term. So then , the accepted me, “hospitalized” me, and I found myself in a hospital with only crazies, and it was stressful. At that moment, I needed energy to continue my lie. I was scared of staying calm and not being able of being credible, so I stressed (too mad) to continue my beeline for the goal: call on my sister, dramatize the situation (as if it wasn’t already), get people on my side so that my sister realized that I was deeply hurting, and for her to click and do something (today, I know that it wasn’t a good idea. She couldn’t do anything, and also, there was no need to “show” how much I was hurting (or she didn’t care) or she decided to not see it, or “secretly, she knew it, but only thought about her and me. She was surely right in this scenario, and that’s the way it goes). Anyway, only thinking about it brought back my frustration a bit, the one (especially at the time) of being misunderstand, having the feeling that no one was listening to me. The next day (after one night) cam. Already, I wasn’t really feeling my lie and my plan, and I started feeling lost. In the middle of the night (I don’t remember if it was the first or second night. Surely the second one) I asked to go out, started to feel antsy about my lie, without really saying everything either (I felt it like a weakness I needed to cut off to continue with my stupid idea, so I acted like I was a bit befuddled). Anyway, I quickly realized that I didn’t like being shut in, that the population was really people I wanted to avoid, but anyway, at least unfortunately depressed and stuck in a spiral, I would continue until it was time to call my sister (when I have an idea in mind, I try to go to the end). They called her after 2-2 days. I was hurting and really beginning to be disturbed by this almost “parallel” world of patients and doctors who talked to you like someone very, very far, in their own little space. She came, and I was happy. I could see her, and then I’d leave and I’d have managed to take a little control, to be able, with her, to be in control of things and feel better. (We were a bit in a constant battle of egos at the time, about who was stronger, and we were really stubborn between us). And then, this was my time. Why I’d endured all that (in my mind, because it had turned sour and everything had flopped), she first saw the department psychologist, a fat cow, then she saw all three of us, but wasn’t as active and I wanted It to be. Actually, I was stuck in a “hospital” spiral. I didn’t have much control over the situation (but I didn’t accept it, even though I was started to realize it). Then, my sister, whom I already had harassed, paused a moment: full of emotion, she asked the lady taking car of me to do something. Then, it turned into a nightmare. I don’t remember if my sister had left or not, but never mind. The lady let me understand that I wouldn’t get out. Shit. My life was chaos, and I was in a “chaotic” place, exhausted from my completely stupid enterprise, stressed out (…). I think I cried. I begged the lady to let me out, but it was too late. Looking back, basically I was getting fucked deeply. And it was unpleasant. Conclusion of this moment with the psychologist and my sister: internment by request of a third party (by request of the psychologist, my sister signed it. She was unprepared and thought it would do me good). They changed my department: I was off for a locked bedroom, with a bet screwed to the floor, with a view, and a bucket to do my necessary business. I was welcomed by many to this “department,” an entire team, and they talked to me softly yet firmly. I don’t know why, but it was like the mafia in movies they kill someone with lots of love, looking them in the eyes, for example. People seemed really close to you. They talked to you kindly, but still locked you up. I was told that I had to take a medication. I replied that I didn’t want to. I was told that if I refused, I’d get a forced injection. “Lord,” I said (I was really “cordial,” but totally scared), “well, I refuse” (meaning, if you want to drug me, it would be against my will. Only writing it down, I don’t know how I managed to get there). So, they came back with a syringe, several of them, and I offered no resistance, and they held me gently and gave me the injection. Then I felt really bad: horrible sensations of dispossessing my intellectual means, no more libido. I felt like I was in a stronger yet almost impalpable anguish. A weird state. I really had an extreme, really natural fear: I had the (real -_-) sensation that I was being imprisoned, with the reflexes that go with it: will I get out? I felt the thing (rightly, in my opinion) like someone (or several people) locking me up. How would I get out? A sort of shock, you see, like at the end of the tunnel, but there was no way out. Little by little (I only stayed a few days), they opened my door, first for one hour per day, etc. Pretty quickly, they transferred me to a classic “department” (that said, I was still locked up). Anyway, the whole thing lasted three weeks. After three weeks, I got out, and that’s it. I was still pretty lost (a thousand times more than before going in) for almost a few years before surfacing again. They’d completely “crushed” me. When I left, I felt like I was a ghost. Actually, I realize that I told this story saying that in the beginning, I had a loved one that was sick and going to leave us (you understand this expression), but actually, at the time of this story, the loved-one had already left. It was funny. Actually, at the time, I’d accepted this, so naturally, nothing would describe the situation like it was at the time. For me, this loved-one was still there (acceptance). Anyway, actually, I’m telling all this for one thing: I’m open to replying to you about the subject (unless your questions are inappropriate/troll according to me/or if you think I’m an idiot), but recently (this is what I wanted to share), since I’ve now out of this story (which traumatized me for several years), since I’m not working and only really loaf about, at the behest of my family (go and see a psychologist, disk), I’ve tried seeing a psychologist. **continued in the comments**


Open Forum - 018-03-09 Throwaway. I warn it's not very gay. At the (unexpected) arrival of the death of a relative, relatively longtime ago, I was very bad. Since I was very small the psycho environment was something which was not foreign to me. This was more or less the response of my parents for any unconquerable problem. The arrival of the death of the relative being closer and closer, I am a little poorly surrounded, alone, in a tiny apartment, at the end of a first year of difficult preparation, and I feel bad. Especially without means. Normally, every problem, has a solution. But that! So, favorite activity, I argue a lot with my sister. To the point of not being a very good brother, to take advantage that she is a girl and that she is a little "without defense" in front of her beloved brother, and I quite harass her. At one point, without solutions, must say that I have to say that my relationship with my sister had always been chaotic in the sense that we love each other a lot and, adds chaos in the relationship and it hurts. I have a bad idea of telling myself: I will go to psychiatric emergencies, make sure to be hospitalized, and try (it was my idea) to make my sister understand that I am really bad, that she has to help me, (in fact, I guess she was as bad as me and the fact that we do not have quality relationships that she could not - and I could not help- help me overcome this drama). So, anyway I had nothing to do, I dropped college and I was at the worst, I do that. Before arriving at the emergency room, for 2-3 days the idea had sprung up, and at the time I had a high opinion of myself, so I could not stand a failure (style, going there, and that they do not accept me, they had to dramatize (the shrinks) with me all costs). So I prepare the arrival. Best idea: (and the most stupidest), I say that I want to commit suicide, that they must protect me from myself. I arrive one night, I do not know where, in an emergency thing, I am received, and I explain it calmly. The moment is extremely unpleasant, to take part in the lie, and they are a little technical mind level, I start to put bad ideas in my head (nothing dangerous, only a person asks me how you will commit suicide, etc., so I invent stuff, and it's black but black in my mind). In fact the result is I am even worse, stressed and everything, but my planned action must be completed. So, they accept me, "hospitalize me", and I find myself in a hospital for loonies only, and it's stressful. At that moment, I need energy to continue my lie, I'm afraid to stay calm and more, to be credible, so I'm stressed (it's a shame) to continue my straight line to my purpose: call my sister, dramatize the situation (as if it were not enough already), put these people on my side so that my sister realizes that I am deeply hurt, and that she understands and does something (today I know that all that were not good ideas, already she could do nothing, then there was no need to "show" how down I was, or she did not care, or she decided not to see it, or "secretly" she knows, but thinks more of her than me, she is probably right in this hypothesis, and it's like that). In short, just remembering that makes me relive a little frustration, that (especially at the time) to be misunderstood, to have the feeling that they do not listen to me.. The next day (after one night) arrives. Already, I hold my lie and my plan, I am beginning to feel lost, and in the middle of the night (I do not remember if it was the first night or the second, probably the second) I ask to go out, start to let go of the weight on my lie a little, .. without quite saying everything either (I felt it as a weakness that must try to thwart, to continue my lousy idea, so I was a little confused). In short, I soon realize that I do not like being locked up, that the population is really people that I want to avoid, but hey, anyway unfortunately depressed, and caught in a chain of events, I continue until they call my sister (when I have a fixed idea, I try to go all the way). They call after 2-3 days, I am bad, and I begin to really anguish in this world that's almost "parallel" with patients, doctors who speak to you as someone very far away, and small space. She's coming, I'm happy, I'll be able to see her, and then I'll leave and I'll have managed to take a little more control, to be able to control her, to master things and feel better. (We were a little in a battle of continual ego at that time, who is the strongest, and we were really great between us). And that was my time. That's why I endured all this (in my mind, because it turned sour and fully flopped), she first sees the shrink of service, a big cow, then we see all three, but it is not very active as I wish, in fact I am in a "hospital" cycle, I have not much control over the situation (but I did not accept it, even if I began to realize it). My sister, whom I was already harassing before, she puts a stop: she asks, with full of emotions, the lady to take care of me, to do something. It turned into a nightmare. I no longer remember if my sister leaves or not, whatever, but the lady makes me understand that I will not go out. Damn. My life is a chaos, I'm in a "chaotic" place, exhausted with my completely stupid, stressed, (...) business. I think I'm crying, I beg the lady to let me out, but it's is too late. Looking back, basically, I'm in deep fucking shit. And it's unpleasant. Conclusion of this moment with the psychiatrist and my sister: internment at the request of a third party (my sister signed at the request of the psychiatrist, she was helpless and thought that it would do me good). They changed my department: to a locked room with a bed screwed to the ground, a view, and a bucket to do the needs. I'm greeted in this "section" by many, all the team, and I'm told in a very sweet but firm way, I do not know why but it's like mafia in movies when they kill someone with a lot of love looking at him in the eyes for example, people are very close to you, they talk to you kindly, but they lock you up. They tell me, you have to take your medicine. I answer that I do not want to. I am told, if you refuse, you will be injected by force. Lord, I say (I was very "friendly", but totally terrified) well, I refuse (of course if you want to drug me it will be against my will, just write it I do not know how I got there). So, they come back with a syringe, several, I do not oppose or make any resistance, and they hold me a little nicely, and stings me. There, I feel really hurt: horrible feeling of dispossession of one's intellectual means, no more libido, I feel in anguish stronger but almost impalpable, a bizarre state, I really have an extreme fear which is very natural: I the sensation (real -_-) that I was locked up, with the reflexes that it entails: will I go out? I feel the thing (right in my opinion) as someone (or several people...) locked me in, how do I go out, a kind of shock, you see no more the end of the tunnel, there is no release date. Little by little (I'll stay there only a few days), I open the door, at first 1 hour per day, etc. Quite quickly, I am transferred into a (this was said always to be locked) classic "department". In short, it all lasted 3 weeks, after 3 weeks, I go out and then that's it. I was pretty much lost (1000x more than before coming back) for almost a few years before resurfacing. They had "crushed" me completely, I had the impression of being a ghost. In fact, I realize that I told this story by saying that initially I had a loved one who was sick and was going away (you understand the expression), but in fact, at the time of this story the close one was already gone, it's funny, in fact at the time I had not accepted, and so I naturally described the situation as it was at the time, for me this close one was still there (acceptance). In short, in fact I tell all this for one thing: I am open to answer you on the subject (except if your questions seems to me moved/troll in my opinion/or that you take me for an idiot), but recently (that is what I wanted to share), being now out of this story (which traumatized me for many years), not working and doing a little bit of loafing aroung, under the impulse of my family (go see a shrink, go see a psych, record-), I searched, -to see a psychiatrist. ** continued in comment **


Open Forum - 2018-03-09  Throwaway. I'm warning you, it's not very gay. Upon the death of a family member (unexpected), quite a while ago, I was pretty sick. Since I was very young the environment of psychiatrists was something that was not unfamiliar, it was a bit the response of my parents to any insurmountable problem. The arrival of the death of a family member being closer and closer, I had little support, in a tiny apartment, finishing a difficult first year of preparatory school, and I was not feeling well. Especially without means. Normally, each problem has a solution. There you go. Suddenly, my favorite activity, my sister and I yell at each other a lot. To the point of not being a very good brother, to take advantage of the fact that she's a girl and is a bit "defenseless" in front of her adored brother, and I harass her quite a bit. At a certain point, without solutions, I have to say that my relationship with my sister has always been chaotic in the sense that we love each other a lot and, adding chaos into the relationship hurts. I get the bad idea of telling myself: I will present myself at the psychiatric emergency room, get myself hospitalized, and try (it was my idea) to get my sister to understand that I am really sick, she has to help me (in fact, I suppose that she was as sick as I was and the fact that we didn't have a good relationship made it so she couldn't - and I couldn't help her either - help me to overcome this drama). And so, in any case I didn't have anything to do, I dropped out of the university and I was getting worse, I do that. Before going to the emergency room, the idea germinated over 2-3 days, and at the time I had an inflated opinion of myself, so I couldn't handle a failure (of the kind, going there and that they wouldn't take me in, they had to dramatize (the psychiatrists) with me, whatever it took). So I prepared for my arrival. Better idea: (and the most idiotic), I say I want to commit suicide, that they had to protect me from myself. I arrive one evening, I don't remember where anymore, in an emergency place, I am received, and I calmly explain this. The moment is super unpleasant, to take part in a lie, and they are a bit technical on the spiritual level, I start to get some bad ideas in my head (nothing dangerous, only that the person asks me how are you going to commit suicide, etc., so I invent some stuff, and it gets really dark in my soul). The result is, in fact, I get even more ill, stressed out, everything, but the plan I envisioned had to be successful. And so they accept me, they "hospitalize" me, and I find myself in a hospital with nuts only, and it's stressful. At that moment, I needed energy to continue with my lie, I am afraid of staying calm and not being able to be credible anymore, and I get stressed (it's too bad) to continue my straight line toward my goal: make them call my sister, dramatize the situation (as if that hadn't already happened enough), get these people on my side so my sister would realize that I am really sick, and get her to get moving and do something (I know today that all this was not a good idea, she already couldn't do anything, there was no need to "show" how sick I was, - either she didn't give a damn-, or she decides not to see it, or "secretly" she knows it, but thinks more about herself than about me, she is certainly right in this theory, and it's like that). In short, recalling this makes me relive the frustration a bit, that (especially at the time) of being misunderstood, of having the feeling that nobody is listening to me. The next day (after one night) arrives. I already don't care much about my lie and my plan, I start feeling lost, and in the middle of the night (I don't recall anymore if it was the first night or the second, certainly the second) I demand to be let out, I start to be ready to give up my lie, ... without saying everything either (I felt it like a weakness that I had to try to stop, to continue my idiotic idea, so I was acting a bit confused). In short, I quickly realize that I don't like being shut in, that the population really consists of people I want to avoid, well, in any case I am unhappily depressed and caught in the works, I continue until the time they call my sister (when I have an obsession, I try to go all the way). They call her after 2-3 days, I am sick, and I start to really worry in the almost "parallel" universe of sick people, doctors who talk to you as if you are far, far away, and little space. She comes, I am happy, I'll be able to see her, and then I will leave and I will have succeeded in getting a bit more control, power, over her, in order to master things and feel better. (We were a bit in an ongoing  battle of egos at the time about who is stronger, and we were really nasty with each other). And there, it's my moment. The one for which I endured all this (in my soul, because this had all turned to vinegar and completely flopped), first she sees the psychiatrist on duty, a big cow, then sees all three of us but it's not as active as I had wished, in fact I am caught in a "hospital" machine, I don't have much control over my situation (but I didn't accept it, even if I was starting to realize it). At that point my sister, whom I was already harassing before, puts a stop to it: she demands, full of emotion, that the lady take care of me, that she do something. There, it is transformed into a nightmare. I don't remember anymore, whether my sister leaves or not, it doesn't matter, but the woman makes me understand I won't get out. Shit. It's chaos in my life, I am in a "chaotic" place, exhausted by my completely idiotic undertaking, stressed out, (...). I think I was crying, I implore the woman to let me out, but it's too late. With hindsight, overall, I'm in the process of getting myself seriously screwed. And it's unpleasant. Conclusion of this moment with the psychiatrist and my sister: internment upon request of a third party (my sister signed upon the psychiatrist's request, she had no money and thought that would do me good). They move me to a new department: into a locked room with a bed screwed to the floor, a view, and a bucket to do my business. Several people welcome me into this "department", the whole team, and they talk to me in a very gentle but firm manner, I don't know why but it's like in the mafia films when they kill someone with love, looking into his eyes, for example, the people are like very close to you, they speak to you nicely, but they lock you up. They tell me, you must take a medication. I reply that I don't want to. They tell me, if you refuse, we will give you an injection by force. Good lord, I say (I was very "cordial" but totally  terrorized) OK, I refuse (understood that if you want to drug me it will be against my will. Short of writing it down I have no idea how I got to that point). So they come back with a syringe, several of them, I don't resist, and they hold me a bit gently, and they stick me. There, I feel really sick: a horrible sensation of the loss of my intellectual faculties, no more libido, I have a real sense of dread, almost impalpable, a bizarre state, I really have extreme fear that is really natural: I have the sensation (real -_-) that they have locked me up, with the reflexes that involves: will I get out? I feel this thing (with good reason according to me) as if someone (or several people) had locked me up, how will I get out, a sort of shock, you no longer see the end of the tunnel, there is no exit date. Little by little (I stay there only a few days) they open the door for me, first 1 hour per day, etc. Quickly enough, they transfer me to a classic "department" (having said that, still locked). In short, the whole thing might have lasted 3 weeks, after 3 weeks I get out and then here I am. I ended up feeling pretty lost (1000x more than before I went it) for almost a couple of years before resurfacing. They had totally "destroyed" me, when I got out I had the impression I was a ghost. In fact, I realize that I told this story saying that at the beginning I had a family member who was sick and  wanted to leave (you will understand the expression), but in fact, at the time of this story the family member had already left, it's comical, in fact at the time I didn't accept it, and so I naturally redescribed the situation as it was at the time, for me that family member was still there (acceptance). In short, in fact I am telling you all this for one reason: I am open to answer you on this subject (except if your questions seem to be out of place/troll according to me/or if you take me for a half-wit), but recently (this is what I wanted to share), having gotten out of this story now (that traumatized me over several years), not working and hanging around, under pressure from my family (go see a psychiatrist, go see a psychiatrist, broken record-), I tried - to see a psychiatrist. **continues in comments**


Open Forum - 2018-03-09  Throwaway. I'm warning you it's not very gay. When the (unexpected) death of a dear one happened, a relatively long time ago, I was very ill. Since I was very small the environment of psychiatrists was something that was not unfamiliar to me, a bit like the response of my parents to every insurmountable problem. The arrival of the death of the dear one approaching, I was in bad company, alone, in a minuscule apartment, at the end of a first year of a difficult preparatory class, and I felt ill. Especially without means. Normally every problem has a solution. So there. So, my favorite activity, I yell a lot with my sister. To the point of not being a very good brother, to take advantage of the fact that she's a girl and that she is a bit "defenseless" in the face of her adored brother, and I harass her a lot. In a moment, without solutions, I must say that I have to say that my relationship with my sister had always been chaotic in the sense that we love each other a lot and, if you add chaos to the relationship, that hurts. I have the bad idea of telling myself: I have to go to the psychiatric emergency room, to make sure I am hospitalized, and try (it was my idea) to make my sister understand I'm really sick, that she has to help me (in fact, I suppose she was as sick as I was and the fact that we don't have a quality relationship made it so she couldn't  - and I couldn't help her either - help me overcome this drama). Of course, in any case I had nothing to do, I had dropped out of the department at university and I was even sicker, I did that. Before I got to the emergency room, the idea had germinated over 2-3 days, and I had a high opinion of myself at the time, so I could not handle a failure (of the kind, I go there and they don't accept me, they had to dramatize (the psychiatrists) with me whatever it costs). I thus prepared for the arrival. Better idea: (and the most idiotic), I say I want to commit suicide, that they have to protect me from myself. I arrive one evening, I don't know where, in an emergency thing, I am received, and I calmly explain that. The moment is hyper unpleasant, to be part of the lie, and they are a bit technical on the spiritual level, I start to get bad ideas in my head (nothing dangerous, only the person asks me how would you commit suicide so thus I invent some things, and it gets really dark in my soul). The result in fact is I become even more ill, stressed out, everything but my envisioned plan has to be seen through. And so, they accept me, they "hospitalize" me, and I find myself in a hospital of nut jobs only, and it's stressful. At that time, I needed energy to continue my lie, I'm afraid of staying calm and to no longer be credible, so I get stressed (it's too bad) to continue my straight line to my goal: to get them to call my sister, dramatize the situation (as if it were not already enough), get these people only side so my sister will realize that I am really sick, and that she should understand and do something (all this today I know these were good ideas, already she couldn't do anything, then there was no need to "show" how ill I was, - whether she didn't give a damn- or she decided not to see it, or "secretly" she know but things more about herself than about me, she is surely right in this hypothesis, and it's like that). In short, nothing other than remembering that makes me relive a bit of the frustration, that (especially at the time) of being misunderstood, to have the feeling nobody is listening to me. The next day (after one night) she arrives. I already don't care so much about my lie and my plan, I start to feel lost, and in the middle of the night (I don't remember anymore if it was the first or the second night, surely the second), I demand to leave, I start to be a little less agile with my lie,... without saying everything either (I felt like a weakness that you have to try to oppose, to continue my idiotic idea, and I was getting a bit confused). In short, I quickly realize that I don't like being locked up, that this population are really people I want to avoid, well, in any case unfortunately depressed, and caught in the gears of society, I continue until they call my sister (when I have a fixed idea, I try to go to the end). They call her after 2-3 days,  I'm sick and I really start to get worried in this almost "parallel" universe of sick people, doctors who speak to you as if you were somebody really far away, and in a small space. She comes, I'm happy, I will be able to see her, and then I will leave and I will have succeeded in getting a bit more control, power, over her, in order to control things and feel better. (we were in a continuous ego battle for a while at the time, about who is stronger, and we were really mean to each other). And there, it's my moment. That for which I endured all this (in my soul, because this turned to vinegar and flopped completely), she first sees the psychiatrist on duty, a big cow, then sees all three of us, but it's not as active as I had wanted, in fact I am in a "hospital" mode, I don't have much control over the situation (but I didn't accept it, even if I was starting to realize it). There, my sister who I had harassed before, she puts a stop to it: she demands, full of emotion, that the woman take care of me, to do something. There, it turned into a nightmare. I don't remember anymore whether my sister left or not, it doesn't matter, but the woman makes me understand that I would not leave. Shit. It's chaos in my life, I am in a "chaotic" place, exhausted by my completely idiotic undertaking, stressed (...). I think I was crying, I supplicate the woman to let me leave, but it's too late. With the pushing back, overall, I'm in the process of getting myself profoundly screwed. And it's unpleasant. Conclusion of this moment with the psychiatrist and my sister: internment by request of a third party (my sister signed the papers at the request of the psychiatrist, she was destitute and thought it would do me good). They make me change departments: to a locked room with a bed screwed to the floor, a viewing window, and a bucket for my needs. Many people welcome me to this "department", the whole team, and they speak in a very mild but firm manner, I don't know why but it's like the mafiosi in films when they kill someone with love looking him in the eyes, for example, people are very close to you, they speak gently, but they lock you in. They tell me, you have to take medication. I reply I don't want any. They tell me, if you refuse, we'll give you the injection by force. Good Lord, I say (I was very "cordial" but totally terrorized) well, I refuse (it's understood that if you want to drug me it will be against my will. I could do nothing but to write that I don't know how I got here). So they come back with a syringe, a lot of them, I don't resist, they hold me gently and they prick me. So, I feel really bad: I have a horrible sensation of losing my intellectual means, no more libido, I feel a stronger but almost impalpable sense of anguish, a bizarre state, I have extreme fear, really naturally: I have the feeling (real -_-) that they imprisoned me, with the reflexes that involves: will I get out? I feel this thing (with good reason according to me) as if someone (or several people) had locked me up, as I am, a sort of shock, you can't see the end of the tunnel anymore, there is no exit date. Little by little (I only stay there a few days), they open the doors, first 1 hour per day, etc. Very quickly, they transfer me to a classic "department" (having said that, still locked). In short, the whole thing lasted 3 weeks, after 3 weeks I leave and that's it. I ended up pretty lost (1000x more than before I went in) for a few years before resurfacing. They had totally "crushed" me, in getting out I had the feeling of being a ghost. In fact, I realize that I have told this story in saying that at the beginning I had a family member who was sick and was leaving (you will understand the expression) but in fact, at the moment of this story, the family member had already left, it's weird, in fact at the time I hadn't accepted it, and so I naturally described the situation again as I did at the time, for me this family member was still there (acceptance). In short, in fact I'm telling you all this for one reason: I am open to responding to you on the subject (except if your questions seem out of place/trolls according to me/or that you take me for a half-wit), but recently (this is what I wanted to share), having now gotten out of this story (which traumatized me for many years), not working and doing nothing but hanging around, at the instigation of my family (go see a psychiatrist, go see a psychiatrist, broken record-), I tried - to see a psychiatrist-.  **the rest in the commentary**


Forum Libre - 2018-03-09  Thx bro, c'est pour ça (et le concours officier du mois prochain) que je quitte pas la boîte pour le moment.

Free forum - 2018-03-09 Thx bro, that's why (and the next month's officer contest) I'm not leaving the company for the moment.


Forum Libre - 2018-03-09  Ton entrejambe est donc tiède et humide.

Free Forum - 2018-03-09  Your crotch is warm and damp.


Forum Libre - 2018-03-09  Tout part à vaux l'eau.

Open Forum - 2018-03-09  Everything is falling apart.


Forum Libre - 2018-03-09  Tu crois que je suis où ?

Free forum - 2018-03-09 Where do you think I am?


Forum Libre - 2018-03-09  Tu lui poses des questions, à chaque réponse tu l’a relance.

Open Forum - 2018-03-09 You ask him questions, with each answer, you respond with.


Forum Libre - 2018-03-09  Tu lui poses des questions, à chaque réponse tu l’a relance.  “Tu as grandis où?  À petaouchnok Ah bon, et c’est comment?  C’est ok qu’est ce que t’aime bien la bas? La nature Tu fais quoi dans la nature Je me roule dans l’herbe à poil quand personne regarde Ah et tu peux pas faire ça ici? Non, y’a trop de gens ici  T’aime faire quoi ici Essayer des resto Ah oui, quel genre de nourriture tu préfères” Etc   Bon courage!

Free Forum - 2018-03-09 Ask her question, and with each answer, start again. "Where did you grow up? In Petaouchnok? Really, what's it like? Ok, what did you like there? Nature? What do you do in nature? I roll around in the grass naked when no one is looking. Ah, can you do that here? No, there's too many people here. What do you like doing here? Try restaurants. Ah yes, what kind of food do you like?" etc. Courage!


Free Forum - 2018-03-09 You ask him questions, and with each answer you raise him. "Where did you grow up? In the middle of nowhere. Oh, how is it? It's ok. What do you like down there? Nature. What do you do in nature? I roll around in the grass naked when no one is looking. Ah and you can not do that here? No, there are too many people here. What do you like to do here? Try restaurants. Oh yes, what kind of food do you prefer? Etc... Good luck!


General Topics Forum - 2018-03-09 Ask questions, and with each answer fire another question straight back. "Where did you grow up? In X Y Z? Oh that's good, and how is it? Great, what do you like doing there? Enjoying the outdoors What do you do when enjoying the outdoors roll naked in the grass when no one's looking Understood, and can you not do that here? No, there are too many people here What Do you like doing here Try restaurants Oh OK, what kind of food do you prefer? Etc. Good luck!


Forum Libre - 2018-03-09  "Tu peux arrêter de te tripoter les couilles pendant que je te parle ?

Free access Forum - 2018-03-09 "Can you stop touching your balls while I'm talking to you?


Forum Libre - 2018-03-09  Tu te rends compte que :  1. ils ont respecté ce que tu leur as dit au début ?

Free Forum - 2018-03-09  You do realize that: 1. they listened to what you said at the beginning?


Forum Libre - 2018-03-09  u/frensoaria: Quoi la Baise ?!?!!!

Free Forum - 2018-03-09  u/frensoaria: What the Fuck?!?!!!


Forum Libre - 2018-03-09  /u/loulan nous fait de super photos de la France depuis plusieurs années, pourquoi on se sert pas de ça pour les bannières ?

Free forum - 2018-03-09 /u/loulan we have great photos of France for several years, why we do not use it for banners?


Forum Libre - 2018-03-09  Un bar est par nature bruyant.

Free Forum - 2018-03-09 A bar is by nature noisy.


Forum Libre - 2018-03-09  Va comprendre.

Free Forum -2018-03-09 Try to understand.


Forum Libre - 2018-03-09  Vient en Chine à la fin tu fais plus gaffe aux klaxons

Free Forum - 2018-03-09 Come to China, and you'll end up ignoring car horns.


Forum Libre - 2018-03-09  Wow, merci beaucoup, j'avais pas été fichu de trouver seul, je vieillis mal !  PS : super ton pseudo

Free Forum - 2018-03-09 Wow, thanks a lot. I wasn't smart enough to find it by myself. I'm getting old! PS: I love your username.


Forum Libre - 2018-03-10  3 mois   Et ça vient chialer ici  Faut vraiment injecter de la testostérone en masse sur ce sub

Open forum - 2018-03-10 3 months. And it comes to whine here. You really need to inject testosterone en masse on this sub.


Forum Libre - 2018-03-10  /!\\ Alerte, si je desaoule pas, je vais recoucher avec mon ex, qui est actuellement en 'coloc' avec son copain, et ça fait 3h qu'on est beaucoup trop proches pour que les autres potes de la soirée spéculent pas sur ce qui va arriver   Résumé de notre relation : sexe parfait, mais on arrivait pas a partager autre chose, et ça m'a ennuyé.

Free Forum - 2018-03-10 /!\\ Warning: if I don't sober up, I'm going to sleep with my ex again, who is currently "roommates" with her friend, and it's been 3 hours since we've been much too close for the other friends at the party not to speculate about what's going to happen.


Forum Libre - 2018-03-10  /!\\ Alerte, si je desaoule pas, je vais recoucher avec mon ex, qui est actuellement en 'coloc' avec son copain, et ça fait 3h qu'on est beaucoup trop proches pour que les autres potes de la soirée spéculent pas sur ce qui va arriver   Résumé de notre relation : sexe parfait, mais on arrivait pas a partager autre chose, et ça m'a ennuyé.   n'empêche que chaque fois qu'elle est dans la pièce je suis pas indifférent.  ça fait 3h qu'on échange des caresses et câlins, pourtant elle a évoqué son mec avec qui elle vit deux trois fois. Je me disais que ça mz refroidirais, mais au final pas tant.   Bref, je sais pas vers quoi je me dirige, mais ça commence. faire trop longtemps (bientôt deux ans sans relations pour moi) et je cède facilement , surtout qu'elle a les arguments pour me concaincre.   Et merde. souhaitez moi bonne chance (pour ceux qui se demandent, je sors toujours couvert)

Forum Libre - 2018-03-10 Alert, If I don't sober up I might sleep with my ex again, she live with her actual boyfriend and it's been 3h that we are too close so that the other person at the party say thing about what is gonna happen. To resume our relation: perfect sex,  but we were not able to share other things and it annoys me. But every time she is in the room I am interested. It's been 3h that we flattered and hug each other, but she still speak about her boyfriend once or twice. I was telling me I was gonna sober up but not that much. Well, I don't know what to do about it, but it's starting to be a long time ( soon two years without a relationship for me) and I give in easily, and she also have the arguments to convince me. Oh shit, wish me luck ( for those who ask, I always wear protection)


Free Forum - 2018-03-10 /!\\ Warning: if I don't sober up, I'm going to sleep with my ex again, who is currently "rooming" with her male friend, and it's been 3 hours that we've been much too close for the other friends at the party not to speculate what is going to happen. A summary of our relationship: perfect sex, but we didn't manage to share anything else and this bored me. Even though every time she's in the room, I'm not indifferent. It's been 3 hours since we've been sharing caresses and hugs, but she mentioned the guy she's living with two or three times. I thought this would cool things down, but in the end, not really. Anyway, I don't know what I'm getting into, but it's starting. Before long (soon two years of being single for me) I'll give in easily, especially since she have the right arguments to convince me. And shit. Wish me luck (for those wondering, I always go out covered).


Free Forum - 2018-03-1 /!\\ Help, if I don't sober up, I will sleep with my ex again, whose 'roommate' currently is her boyfriend, we've been way too close for more than 3 hours so that the friends at the party do not speculate about what's going to happen  Summary of our relationship: awesome sex, but we couldn't connect on anything else, and I got bored. Despite this, every time she's in the room, I'm not indifferent. We've been caressing and hugging each other for 3 hours, yet she mentioned the guy she lives with two or three times. Anyway, I don't know which way I'm heading, but it's starting to be too long (I've almost been single for two years soon) and I give in easily, especially since she has the arguments to convince me. And shit. Wish me luck (for those wondering, I always wear a condom)


Forum Libre - 2018-03-10  a mon avis l'idéal pour toi c'est de prendre un bon ryzen et qui a un iGPU intégré.

Forum Libre - 2018-03-10 I think it would be best for you to get a good Ryzen with an integrated iGPU.


Forum Libre - 2018-03-10  a mon avis l'idéal pour toi c'est de prendre un bon ryzen et qui a un iGPU intégré. t'en prend un bon, t'en fait ton budget. prend de la ram standard, sans aller chercher la plus bas de gamme de la plus bas de gamme.   ensuite, si un jour tu veut améliorer le tout, t'aura le choix soit de changer le proc, soit d'acheter une carte graphique.    a moins que tu compte utiliser ton ordi pour du 4K@60fps, je vois pas trop l'intérêt d'acheter un gpu pour tes applications :-/   (après je connais pas ryzen, je sais pas si ils ont des modèles avec iGPU intégré).   pour la petite info, plus de thread c'est bien, c'est un peu future proof, mais la plupart de tout (applications, etc..) utilisent encore bien plus la "single thread performance" que les différents coeur. ça te sert a rien de le savoir.   la plupart des gens qui vont te conseiller vont vouloir te faire acheter une carte graphique, parce que les gens qui s'y connaissent -la plupart parce qu'ils s'y sont intéréssés pour savoir quel config allait faire tourner les jeux qu'ils veulent jouer et comment ils vont les faire tourner- vont vouloir te faire acheter un gpu, parce que c'est la première chose qu'ils ont regardé quand ils ont commencé à s'y intérésser, et une des premières choses qui compte pour eux parce que GPU = nerf de la guerre pour la performance des jeux.  mais, ça sert quasiment a rien. aujourd'hui les iGPU intégrés sont parfait, et la plupart des apps fonctionnent très bien avec un bon cpu (et certaines nouvelles utilisent le multi coeur). si tu fait pas de montage vidéo compliqué ou de gaming, (ou de mining, ou de deep learning scientifique..) le gpu est souvent inutilE.

Free Forum - 2018-03-10 In my opinion, your ideal is to take a good Ryzen that had a built-in iGPU. Get a good one, make your budge, get the standard RAM without going to get the lowest of the lowest quality. Then, if one day you want to improve it all, you'll have the choice either to change the Proc or buy a graphics card. Unless you intend to use your computer fo r4 K @60fps, I don't really see any interest in buying a GPU for your applications :-/ (but then, I don't know Ryzen, I don't know if they have models with built-in iGPU). For a little info, more threads is good, it's a bit future-proof, but the most of all (applications, etc.) still don't use "single thread performance" more than different cores. It's absolutely useless knowing this. Most people who give you advice will want you to get a graphics card because people who know about them, most because they're interesting in knowing which configuration will run the games they want to play, and how they'll run them, will want you to buy a GPU because it's the first think they saw when they started getting interesting in it, and one of the first things that counts for them because GPU = the sinews of war for game performance. But, this is virtually useless. Today, built-in iGPU are perfect, and most apps work very well with a good CPU (and certain new ones use multi-cores). If you're not doing complicated video editing or gaming (or mining, or deep scientific learning, etc.) a GPU is usually useless.


Forum Libre - 2018-03-10  bah faut bien commencer un jour :)  Sinon regarde les discords et guildes jeux videos.  Tu as aussi des assos techs (robotiques etc ...)

Forum Libre - 2018-03-10 well one has to begin someday :) Or you could look at the discords and guilds video games. You also have technical associations (robotics etc.).


Forum Libre - 2018-03-10  Ben ils sont tous partis aux premiers métros et il y a que nous  Du coup, il y a plus d'espace aussi.

Open Forum - 2018-03-10 They have all gone to the first metros and we're the only ones left, there is more space too.


Forum Libre - 2018-03-10  Bordel je sais que c'est toujours comme ça,mais sérieux ça m'énerve de voir les chaines d'infos continu genre LCI,BFMTV parlait de politique quasiment tout le temps.  Là ce matin je petit déjeune et je vois que des trucs sur macron en Inde,Le Pen avec son congrès bidon au FN ou ché pasquoi etc...  Tin c'est lourd ,vous pouvez parler d'autre chose aussi quoi merde :(

Free forum - 2018-03-10 Damn I know it's always like that, but seriously it annoys me to see news channels like LCI, BFMTV talking about politics almost all the time. This morning I was having breakfast and I was only seeing stuff on Macron in India, Le Pen with his phony congress with the FN or idk what ... etc ... Damn it's annoying, Can't you talk about something else for fuck's sake :(


Forum Libre - 2018-03-10  Câlinternet réciproque <3

Free forum - 2018-03-10 Reciprocal internet hug <3


Forum Libre - 2018-03-10  C'est tout à fait compréhensible ce sentiment d'injustice.  Seul le temps te permettra de passer à autre chose.   Faut pas trop trop garder contact au début du coup :/

Free Forum - 2018-03-10 This feeling of injustice is completely understandable. Only time will allow you to move onto other things. Don't keep too much contact in the beginning, then. :/


Forum Libre - 2018-03-10  comment ca pas . de . stalking. comment ca ..   ps: avant j'étais jaloux de la génération d'ado nés avec les sms, mais par contre je plains celle né dans le pic facebook, c'est un magnifique couteau à plaie

Open Forum - 2018-03-10  How can that not be stalking? How is that .. ps: before, I was jealous of the generation of adolescents who were born with SMS, but on the other hand I pity those who were born in a Facebook pic, it's a magnificent knife wound.


Forum Libre - 2018-03-10  Copain ! Il m'est arrivé la même il y a 2 semaines. :/

Free Forum - 2018-03-10  Friends! The same thing happened to me 2 weeks ago :/


Forum Libre - 2018-03-10  Dis toi que tu as évité les cornes.

Free access Forum - 2018-03-10 Tell me you avoided the horns.


Forum Libre - 2018-03-10  Doucement sur l’alcool quand même

Open Forum - 2018-03-10 Go easy on the alcohol, anyway


Forum Libre - 2018-03-10  Existe-t il une traduction ?

Free Forum - 2018-03-10 Is there a translation?


Forum Libre - 2018-03-10  Faut faire ta pâte feuilletée.

Libre Forum - 2018-03-10 Make your puff pastry.


Forum Libre - 2018-03-10  GG, mais j'espère que ton entreprise subventionne ton logement :/

Free Forum - 2018-03-10 GG, I hope your company is subsidizing your housing :/


Forum Libre - 2018-03-10  Google trad propose la traduction de vidéos ?

Free access Forum - 2018-03-10 Google translation offers the translation of videos?


Forum Libre - 2018-03-10  Il aurait bien fallu ça, ce matin à 5h30...

Free Forum - 2018-03-10 I really could have used this this morning at 5:30 a.m.


Forum Libre - 2018-03-10  Il est bourré il te dit.

Forum Libre - 2018-03-10 He's telling you he's drunk.


Forum Libre - 2018-03-10  Ils habitaient a cote, j'habite beaucoup trop loin pour me motiver a rentrer a 5h en étant alcoolisé.   Bon pour le coup on s'est tenus et on a rien fait, mais c'était pas acquis. C'est chelou d'ailleurs que je sois encore proche d'une ex, enfin c'est pas habituel.   Bref, on a évité le pire

Free Forum - 2018-03-10 They used to live next door. I live much too far to be motivated to come home at 5 drunk. So then, we held on and didn't do anything, but it wasn't easy. It's also shady that I'm still close to an ex. Well, it's not usual. Anyway, we avoided the worst.


Forum Libre - 2018-03-10  J'ai été invité hier soir à l'avant première de la dernière production Walt Disney "Un raccourci dans le temps".

Free Forum - 2018-03-10 I have been invited yesterday evening to the preview of the latest Wlat Disney production : "A wrinkle in time".


Forum Libre - 2018-03-10  > j'en cherche de temps en temps et je lis tout le sommet à chaque fois.

Open Forum - 2018-03-10  > I'm looking for it sometimes and I read all the top every time.


Forum Libre - 2018-03-10  > l'aventure du colloc  ya aucune aventure, ton cousin heberge un pote, ou ton cousin loue une chambre, le mec est juste différent de toi et tu peux pas l'accepter. presque tu fait une projection de ton ex sur lui, c'est chaud.  faut consulter -_-  en plus tu raconte n'importe quoi, tu lui reproche d'eteindre ton ordi (ta tante l'heberge, la moins des choses c'est de pas dormir avec un ventilo. d'ordi qui tourne,nan mais je rêve tu veux lui imposer carrément du bordel dans sa "propre" chambre pendant que juste toi tu dors pépère).  ensuite tu lui reproche que lui le fasse (si il avait envie de le faire, c'est différent, c'est sa chambre actuellement, tu comprend?).  j'ai juste l'impression que tu veux le rendre fou, le pauvre.  je suppose que si il vit chez ton cousin c'est pour une raison, met toi à sa place deux secondes, t'es pas son père, si il en branle pas une c'est pas ton problème (tant qu'il nettoie ses plats on va dire), lui sa seule intimité pour l'instant c'est ça. il a rien d'autre.  j'ai fait pas mal de colocs, et pas mal de squattage du type "un mois" et ce genre de choses. j'ai eu différentes expériences, dont certaines qui se sont très mal passés (jusqu'à la violence physique).  et je peux te dire que, autant j'imagine bien que certaines personnes ont du mal avec la vie en coloc, autant tu devrait le laisser tranquil, vivre ta vie, et juste te dire que environ a ses heures de sommeil, cette pièce n'est plus accessible, et il y fait ce qu'il veut.

Free forum - 2018-03-10> The adventure of cohabitation is no adventure, your cousin hosts a friend, or your cousin rents a room, the guy is just different from you and you cannot accept it. you almost project your ex on him, it's hot. You have to talk about -_- Besides, you tell him anything, you reproach him for turning your computer off (your aunt the host, not sleeping with the fan of a running computer but I dream you want to dump him into his "own" room while you sleep soundly. then you reproach him for doing it (if he wanted to do it, it's different, it's his room now, do you understand?). I just feel like you want to drive him crazy, poor thing. I suppose that if he lives at your cousin's place for a reason, put yourself in his shoes for two seconds, you're not his father, if he jerks one off, it's not your problem (as long as he cleans his dishes so to speak), that's his only intimacy for now. he has nothing else. I've done a lot of cohabitation, and a lot of "one month" type squatting and things like that. I had different experiences, some of which went very badly (to physical violence). and I can tell you that as much as I imagine some people have a hard time with roommate life, you should leave him alone, live your life, and just tell yourself that around the hours he's sleeping is no longer accessible and he does what he wants there.


Forum Libre - 2018-03-10  La VF du SdA est super bonne, et quand je le regarde en VO j'ai des voix que je trouve vachement moins bonnes, de mémoire Legolas/Gimli/Gollum.

Free Forum - 2018-03-10 The French dub of LotR is really good, and when I watch it in English, I think the voices really aren't as good, from memory Legolas/Gimli/Gollum.


Forum Libre - 2018-03-10  Le problème de la carte 1050 c'est qu'elle est chère non ? Je la vois à ~200€ sur Amazon.  D'où mon idée de partir sur un APU.  > Mais en tant que gamer est fana de puissance, je dois avouer que je suis pas convaincu même par leur prestation en bureautique  Merci pour le lien.  J'ai lu plusieurs benchmarks du 2400G mais j'ai pas trouvé de benchmarks qui simulent du surf Web avec beaucoup d'onglets d'ouverts.  > Dans le même test ils recommandent de compenser les perfs avec de la RAM rapide, mais très chère en ce moment. En terme de prix, je suis pas sur que tu t'y retrouves au final.  La vitesse de la RAM ça joue vraiment ? Y'a une grosse différence entre une RAM à 2133 MHz & 3200 MHz ?  Merci encore !

Open Forum - 2018-03-10 The problem with the 1050 card is that it's expensive, right? I see it for ~€200 on Amazon. Which is where my idea came from to start on an APU. > But as a gamer who is fanatical about power, I must admit that I am not convinced by their bureaucratic performance. Thanks for the link. I've read several benchmarks of the 2400G but I haven't found benchmarks that simulate web serving with many open tabs. > In the same test they recommend offsetting the performance with fast RAM, but it's very expensive right now. In terms of price, I am not sure you'll benefit in the end. Does RAM speed really play a role? Is there a big difference between RAM at 2133 MHz and 3200 MHz? Thanks again!


Forum Libre - 2018-03-10  L'herbe est toujours plus verte dans le pre d'a cote comme on dit.  La routine ca te tue un couple, meme un qui marche. Y'a eu un truc plein de nouveaute qui s'est pointe (le gars en question) et forcement ca a suscite son interet. La ou c'est pas cool c'est de tout plaquer en 3 jours, c'est pas super reglo pour toi mais dis toi que si c'etait pour faire trainer l'histoire sur 6 mois pour arriver au meme resultat, c'est pas plus mal.  T'es pas a l'abri qu'elle se reveille dans quelques mois en se disant qu'elle a fait une connerie. Fais ton deuil avant! Ne reste pas dans la position du mec "et si elle revenait ?"  Si t'as fait ton deuil et que t'as deja dans la tete de rencontrer du monde, de voir d'autres filles en les considerant pourquoi pas comme quelqu'un avec qui tu pourrais partager un bout de vie, t'auras un regard bien plus lucide sur sa prise de contact et ca t'eviteras de dire oui a tout les yeux fermes. Pire connerie que tu pourrais faire.  T'as quelques semaines de merde a passer, c'est sur, mais ca passera, promis :)  Il te reste a appliquer les conseils habituels: mets toi a la gym, fais des pompes, renouvelle ta garde robe, passe chez le coiffeur et sors. Lance toi dans une activite que t'as toujours voulu faire ou pousse un peu plus loin une que tu aimes et pratiques deja mais peut etre pas assez.

Free Forum - 2018-03-10 The grass is always greener in the other person's yard, as they say. The routine will kill a couple, even one that's working. There's something full of newness that has screwed up (the guy in question) and necessarily, this has piqued his interest. Where's this isn't cool is giving up everything in 3 days. It's not really legit for you, but tell yourself that if it was to stretch out this mess over 6 months to get the same result, it's not that bad. You're not sheltered from her waking up in a few months saying that she's made a mistake. Do your mourning before! Don't stay in the position of the guy like "what if she comes back?" If you've finished grieving and you already have in mind meeting people, seeing other girls, perhaps considering them as someone you could share a bit of your life together with, you'll have a much clearer outlook on how to make contact, and this will keep you from saying yes to everything with your eyes closed. This is the worst mistake you could make. You have a few weeks of shit to get through, sure, but it'll pass, I promise :) You just need to apply all the usual advice: go to the gym, do push-ups, refresh your wardrobe, get your hair cut, and go out. Start doing something you've always wanted to do or go a little further with something you like doing already but perhaps not enough.


Forum Libre - 2018-03-10  Mais du coup vous vivez à combien dans la maison ?

Open forum - 2018-03-10 But that means how much you live in the house?


Forum Libre - 2018-03-10  M'étant réveillé un peu tôt, j'ai décidé de me faire un petit ciné ce matin.

Open Forum - 2018-03-10  Having gotten up a bit early, I decided to see a movie this morning.


Forum Libre - 2018-03-10  > Non, mais laisse-le! Il se plaint alors qu'il prend la chambre d'ami comme SA salle informatique, avec SES ordis (plusieurs) qui laissent tourner.  Heu ...non..c'est UNE sale informatique (c'est pas à moi, c'est pas ma maison) avec mon ordi (oui j'en ai qu'un seul) et on partage la salle avec 3 ordinateurs (chacun le sien) et pour une raison qui m’échappe (car je vivais pas ici quand ça c'est passé) A en à fait le souhait de dormir ici.  >En plus il doit être de l'informatique et il laisse de données importantes sur des dd sans ondulateur ni rien: les coupures de courant, ça peut arriver.  Effectivement, on a UN "ondulateur", qui n'est pas à moi et qui est actuellement surchargé, je viens à peine d'arriver et je n'ai actuellement pas les sous pour m'acheter quelque chose ...désolé ?   >Pourquoi OP ne met pas cela dans sa chambre ? Peut-être que lui n'a pas envie de se taper un espace réduit et le bruit quand il dort !  Le bruit me dérange pas et j'assumerai, mais déjà j'en parlerai avant de faire comme il me chante, et puis ma chambre..c'est une petite maison..à l'heure actuelle je dors dans la même pièce que mon cousin..et deux lit ça remplis vite. Sinon quand je me couche mon ordi est éteint, l'ordi du cousin est éteint car l’électricité n'est pas gratuite quoi..logique  >Que le pote du cousin ne paie pas alors que c'est le deal du départ qu'il y ai une compensation financière il faut que sa Tante et son cousin interviennent.  Ah ça, on est d'accord

Free Topic - 2018-03-10 > Leave him alone! He’s complaining although he’s seeing the guest room as HIS IT room with HIS computers (several) and leave them on. Hmm...no... It’s A IT room (it’s not mine, it’s not my house) with my computer (yes I just have one) and we share the room with 3 computers (everyone has their own) and for a reason that escapes me (because I wasn’t living there when it happened) A made a wish to sleep there. > Moreover he must be from an IT background and he leaves important data on hard drives without inverter or anything. Power outage can happen. Indeed, we have ONE inverter, which isn’t mine and which is currently overcharged, I just arrived and I don’t have the finances to buy anything... sorry? > Why OP doesn’t put it in his room? Maybe he doesn’t want to have a narrow space and the noise when he sleeps. The noise doesn’t affect me , but I would talk about it before doing as I’m pleased  and my room... it’s a small house.. At this moment I’m sleeping in the same room as my cousin.. and two beds fill the space pretty quickly. Otherwise when I slee my computer is off, and my cousin’s computer is off because electricity isn’t free right...logic > His aunt and his cousin need to do something about it if the original deal was for the friend of his cousin to pay a compensation. We all agree


Forum Libre - 2018-03-10  > Non, mais laisse-le!


Forum Libre - 2018-03-10  Non, mais laisse-le!


Forum Libre - 2018-03-10  OP loge chez sa tante (donc sa famille), et paye un loyer tous les mois.

Free Forum - 2018-03-10  OP lives with his aunt (therefore his family) and pays rent every month.


Forum Libre - 2018-03-10  Ouhais et le plus simple c'est de chopper un aspirateur de chantier et d'aspirer la canalisation, si un mulot ne marche pas.

Free Forum - 2018-03-10 Yeah, and the simplest thing is to get a shop vac and vacuum out the pipes, if a snake doesn't work.


Forum Libre - 2018-03-10  Oui, j'en avais marre de manger des ramen /somen /etc dans des petits saladiers. Je les ai pris sur Amazon ceux là. 22€ pour 2 si je me gourre pas.

Free Forum - 2018-03-10 Yes, I'm sick of eating ramen/somen/etc. in little bowls. I got these ones on Amazon. €22 for 2 if I'm not mistaken.


Forum Libre - 2018-03-10  P'tain je sais pas si tu troll ou pas mais c'est chaud !

Open Forum - 2018-03-10 I do not know if you are trolling or not but it's hot!


Forum Libre - 2018-03-10  Qqn aurait un lien acestream pour le crunch ?

Free Forum - 2018-03-10  Anyone have an acestream link for the crunch?


Forum Libre - 2018-03-10  Samedi, ma copine m'a annoncé qu'elle me quittait apres presque 6 ans ensemble, pour un autre mec.  Elle m'avait dit mercredi que ce mec lui avait avoué ses sentiments pour elle quelques semaines avant, et qu'en y reflechissant, elle avait aussi des sentiments pour lui. Elle m'avait dit qu'elle avait besoin de temps pour reflechir mais que tout irait bien, ca passerait.  Mais j'ai passé 2 jours a ne rien savoir sur ce qui allait se passer, a me demander ce qui allait arriver, a imagine tout et n'importe quoi,mais surtout le pire. J'etait une loque, je craquais plusieurs fois par jour quand j'y pensais.   Samedi je l'ai mis au pied du mur pour qu'elle me dise ce qu'elle comptait faire. Elle m'a dit "Je crois que je vais choisir X" (le nom de l'autre). C'etait la phrase la plus douloureuse que j'ai jamais recu.  Au moins je suis fixé. Mais apres presque 6 ans, se prendre un tel coup de marteau en pleine tete, avec aucun signal avant coureur de tout cela, et de voir son couple se terminer en 3 jours, ça fait mal.   Et malgré tout ça, je l'aime encore.  Merci de m'avoir lu. J'avais besoin de lâcher ce que j'avais sur le coeur

Free Forum – 2018-03-10 Saturday, my girlfriend told me she was leaving me for another guy after nearly 6 years  together. She had told me on Wednesday that this guy had confessed his feelings for her a few weeks before and that, when thinking about it, she also had feelings for him. She told me that she needed time to think but that everything would be fine, that it would pass. But I spent 2 days knowing nothing about what was going to happen, wondering what was coming, imagining anything and everything, but especially the worst. I was pathetic. I cracked up several times a day when thinking about it. Saturday I took her to task so she told me what she was going to do. She told me, “I think I’ll choose X” (the other guy’s name). It was the most painful sentence I ever heard. At least I’m fixed. But after almost 6 years, to get such a hammer blow to the head, with no warning signs at all, and to see your couple end in just 3 days, it hurts. And despite all that, I still love her. Thanks for reading this. I needed to let out what I had in my heart.


Forum Libre - 2018-03-10  Si c'est pas du /s je veux bien un TL;DR, parce que autant y a pas mal de sujets où je m'efforce à rester objectif et bien analyser les arguments, autant là j'arrive pas à concevoir que le moindre soit valable.

Free Forum - 2018-03-10  If that's not /s I'd like to see a TL:DR, because as much as there are lots of subjects where I force myself to stay objective and analyze the arguments properly, in this case can't imagine how any of them could be valid.


Forum Libre - 2018-03-10  > Si on est pas un gamer vous conseillez un Ryzen 2400G ou un Ryzen 2600 ?   Avec la sortie des Ryzen 2xxx, les 1xxx sont un très bon investissement. Pourquoi pas un 1600X ?  > Avec quelle carte graphique pour le Ryzen 2600 ?  Tu disais plus haut que ce n'était pas pour une utilisation gamer. Tu peux préciser ?  > Vous conseillez d'attendre ces cartes mères ou la B350 suffit ?  Les B350 et X370 permettent tout deux l'OC. La grosse différence c'est que tu perds tes PCIe x8 pour des x6, donc CF/SLI impossible. Après tout va dépendre du constructeur de la CM et de ce qu'ils mettent à disposition comme techno pour l'OC. Mais en théorie le B350 est suffisant et permet de contenir le prix de la config'.  Edit : Je viens de vérifier, et à priori la seule grosse différence entre les anciens et nouveau chipset ca reste une compatibilité vitesse mémoire supérieure. Les chipset actuels s'arretent à 3200Mhz DDR4. C'était le gros défaut des Ryzen à leur sortie, réglé depuis (je tourne avec un 1700X et des Gskill à 3200Mhz, il a juste fallu faire une maj du BIOS des le départ pour qu'il accepte les vitesses.)  Donc en résumé, si tu pars sur une config non gamer et que tu souhaite en contenir le prix, un Ryzen 1xxx + B350 + RAM < 3200Mhz et t'es bien.

Free Forum - 2018-03-10 > If you're not a gamer, do you recommend a Ryzen 2400G or a Ryzen 2600? With the release of the Ryzen2xx, the 1xxx are a very good investment. Why not at 1600X? > With which graphic card for the Ryzen 2600? You said above that it wasn't for gaming use. Can you specify this? > Do you recommend waiting for these motherboards or will the B350 be enough? The B350 and X370 both allow for OC. The main difference is that you lose your PCIe x8 for x6, so CF/SLI is impossible. Then, it all depends on th manufacturer of the CM and what they make available in terms of technology for the OC. But in theory, the B350 is sufficient and will allow you to contain the price of the configuration. Edit: I just verified, and in theory, the only main difference between the old and new chipset is still compatibility with higher memory speed. The current chipset stop at 3200Mhz DDR4. This was the main flaw with Ryzen when they were release, and since resolved (I run with a 1700X and Gskill at 3200Mhz. I just needed to update the BIOS in the beginning so that it would accept the speeds). So, in short, if you start with a non-gamer configuration and you want to keep the price low, a Ryzen 1xxx + B350 + RAM < 3200Mhz and you'll be fine.


Free Forum - 2018-03-10 > If you're not a gamer, do you recommend a Ryzen 2400G or a Ryzen 2600? With the release of the Ryzen 2xxx, the 1xxx are a very good investment. Why not a 1600X? > What graphics card should I use with the Ryzen 2600N You said above that it wasn't for gaming use. Can you explain? > You suggest waiting for these motherboards, or is the B350 enough? The B350 and X370 both allow for OC. The main difference is that you'll lose your PCIex8 for x6, so CF/SLI is impossible. Then, it all depends on the builder of the CM and what they make available in technology for the OC. But in theory, the B350 is enough and will lower the price of the configuration. Edit: I just verified, and in theory, the only main difference between the old and new chipsets is a higher memory speed compatibility. Current chipsets stop at 3200Mhz DDR4. This was the main flaw with the Ryzens when the were released, and has since been solved (I run with a 1700X and Gskill at 3200Mhz, I just needed to do an update of the BIOS from the beginning so that it would accept the speeds). So in short, if you start with a non-gamer configuration and you want to contain the price, a Ryzen 1xxx + B350 + RAM <3200Mhz, you'll be fine.


Free Forum - 2018-03-10 > You're not a gamer, do you suggest a Ryzen 2400G or a Ryzen 2600? With the release of the Ryzen 2xxx, the 1xxx are a very good invesment. Why not at 1600X? > What graphics card should I get for the Ryzen 2600? You said above that it wasn't for gaming use. Can you specify? > Do you recommend these motherboards or with the B350 be enough? The B350 and X370 both allow for the OC. The main difference is that you lose your PCIe x8 for x6, so CF/SLI are impossible. Besides that, every thing depends on the builder of the CM and what they put available for technical specs for the OC. But in theory, the B350 is sufficient and will let you contain the price of the configuration. Edit: I've just verified, and in theory, the only big difference between the old and new chipsets is a higher memory speed compatibility. Current chipsets stop at 3200Mhz DDR4. This was the main flaw with the Ryzen when it was release, and has been resolved now (I run with a 1700X and Gskill at 3200Mhz. I just had to do an update of the BIOS at the beginning for it to accept the speeds.) So, in short, if you start with a non-gaming configuration and you want to keep the price down, a Ryzen 1xxx + B350 + RAM < 3200Mhz, you'll be fine.


Forum Libre - 2018-03-10  > Surtout que Gaumont normalement tu peux réserver...  Ah mais c'était même en réservant ça. Genre 2 mecs à côté de moi s'était vu attribué la même place et les 2 avaient réservés en ligne, l'erreur était déjà inscrite dans leurs emails de confirmation.  Yep, jeudi prochain Helm's Deep sur grand écran et la semaine d'après la chevauchée des Rohirrim ! Hype !

Open Forum - 2018-03-10> Especially because you can normally book Gaumont... Ah but even though I'd reserved that, 2 guys next to me had been assigned the same place and they had both had booked online, the mistake was already written in their confirmation emails. Yep, next Thursday Helm's Deep on the big screen and the week after the Rohirrim ride! Hype!


Forum Libre - 2018-03-10  > Tu disais plus haut que ce n'était pas pour une utilisation gamer. Tu peux préciser ?  Coucou, je me permets de m'incruster : disons que si c'est pour faire du RocketLeague, Heartstone, Overwatch ? Plus éventuellement un Tomb Raider en medium 60FPS  ça vaut le coup de contenir le prix avec un 2400G ou c'est trop just, et il faut partir sur le double de budget pour une petite CG (1500 TI 2Go  effectivement ? )

Free Forum - 2018-03-10 > You said above that it wasn't for gaming use. Can you specify? Hi, I'd like to jump in: let's say that it's to do RocketLeague, Heartstone, and Overwatch? Then, perhaps Tomb Raider in medium 60 FPS. This is worth it to lower the price with a 2400G, or is it too low, and you need to start with double the budget for a small CG (1500 TI 2 GB, indeed)?


Forum Libre - 2018-03-10  Tu joues aux petits Magics bussière ?

Free Forum - 2018-03-10 Are you playing the little Magic Bus?


Forum Libre - 2018-03-10  Tu préfères les faits divers?

Ooen Forum - 2018-03-10 Do you prefer random news?


Forum Libre - 2018-03-10  > Un 1600X actuellement vaut un i5-7600K.

Open Forum - 2018-03-10 > A 1600X at the moment is worth a i5-7600K.


Forum Libre - 2018-03-10  Une modératrice même non ?

Free access Forum - 2018-03-10 A born moderator, isn't she?


Forum Libre - 2018-03-10  VOST en fait, malheureusement, pas de VO seule.

Free Forum - 2018-03-10 In English with subtitles, unfortunately, not in English alone.


Forum Libre - 2018-03-12  >1,65 µHz est égal à 9,9×10-5 rpm  Je suis deg, j'espérais que tu ai vraiment utilisé les tours par minutes de ta machine :(

Open Forum - 2018-03-12> 1.65 μHz equals 9.9 × 10-5 rpm I am disappointed, I was hoping you really used the turns per minute of your machine :(


Forum Libre - 2018-03-12  À Gardanne ya une petite lan tout les ans et il y a souvent le subtop qui y passe :)

Free Forum - 2018-03-12 In Gardanne there is a little Ian every year and the subtop often goes by :)


Forum Libre - 2018-03-12  Aidez-moi à identifier un jeu de société!

Open Forum - 2018-03-12  Help me identify a parlor game!


Forum Libre - 2018-03-12  Allez, sortons le jette-au-loin.  J'ai commencé à prendre des antidépresseurs récemment, ouh putain c'est violent comme traitement : nausée et tremblements... Mais si ça peut marcher, je prends.

Free Forum - 2018-03-12 Come on, let's go throw it away. I started taking antidepressants recently, damn it's violent as treatment: nausea and tremors... But if it works, I take it.


Forum Libre - 2018-03-12  Alp expo, Grenoble.

Free Forum - 2018-03-12 Alp Expo, Grenoble.


Forum Libre - 2018-03-12  Argh dur ça, les lundis c'est toujours de la merde :(

Free Forum - 2018-03-12  Argh it's hard, mondays are always shitty :(


Forum Libre - 2018-03-12  As tu ton propre routeur ou c'est un routeur intégré au modem?

Open Forum - 2018-03-12 Do you have your own router or is it a built-in modem router?


Forum Libre - 2018-03-12  Au contraire, je les écarte !

Open Forum - 2018-03-12  On the contrary, I discard them!


Forum Libre - 2018-03-12  Bah moi je l'ai fait perso mais je me suis foiré sur le sport(j'ai vraiment sous estimé...)  J'avais eu des bonnes notes partout en plus vers 14-15 mais le sport je me suis ramassé incroyablement(ce qui me donne un 0...)donc je suis pas passé.

Open forum  2018-03-12 Well me I did it personally but I have ruined myself with sport ( I have under estimated ...) I have very good grades everywhere around the 14-15 but sport I have completely failed it ( which give me a 0..) so I did not pass.


Forum Libre - 2018-03-12  Ben pourquoi tu dis ça ?

Free Forum - 2018-03-12 Well, why are you saying that?


Forum Libre - 2018-03-12  Bon ben un chausson à la viande ?

Free Forum - 2018-03-12 Well, how about a meat turnover?


Forum Libre - 2018-03-12  > Bravo, en tout cas, profite bien :)   On en a bien profité, merci. Normalement je la revois quand je retourne chez mes parents (pour mes 25 ans)  Sans compter que ma pote qui m'a envoyé des nudes, il y a quelques semaines, m'a appelé samedi matin à 8h (je l'ai maudit sur le coup) parceque ma voix lui "manquait trop" vu qu'elle ne m'avait pas appelé le vendredi soir...   Je crois que j'ai du choix.

Free Forum  - 2018-03-12  > Congratulations, in any case, have fun. :) We took advantage of it, thanks. Normally I see her again when I go back to my parents (for my 25 years). Besides, my friend, who sent me some nudes a few weeks ago, called me Saturday morning at 8h (I cursed her at the time) because she "missed my voice" given that the hadn't called me on Friday night... I think I have some choice.


Forum Libre - 2018-03-12  Ça dépend, tu estimes mériter combien ?

Free Forum 2018-03-12 That depends, how much do you think you deserve?


Forum Libre - 2018-03-12  Ça existe l'été en Irlande ?

Forum Libre - 2018-03-12 Does summer still exist in Ireland?


Forum Libre - 2018-03-12  Ça se trouve en pharmacie sans ordonnance ?

Free Forum - 2018-03-12  Can you get it in a pharmacy without a prescription?


Forum Libre - 2018-03-12  Cela faisait de nombreuses années que je n'avais pas retrouvé autant de plaisir de jouer que sur kingdom come deliverance !

Open Forum - 2018-03-12 It's been many years since I enjoyed playing kingdom as much as deliverance!


Forum Libre - 2018-03-12  C’est ce que je fais mais un coup je m’endors direct et me réveille 3h après ou sinon je m’endors à minuit et me réveille à 13h donc les repas j’ai du mal

Open Forum - 2018-03-12  That's what I'm doing but I suddenly fall asleep quickly and I wake up 3 hours later or I fall asleep at midnight and wake up at 1 pm so I have difficulty with meals.


Forum Libre - 2018-03-12  C'est ironique d'être sur Reddit et d'appeler ça plebbit!   (Bon en vrai des fois je suis soulée de Reddit aussi. Mais j'ai rien d'autre à foutre alors je continue à venir!)

Forum Libre - 2018-03-12 Oh, the irony of being on Reddit and calling it Plebbit! (Well, I actually get tired of Reddit sometimes as well, but I have nothing else to do so I keep coming back!)


Forum Libre - 2018-03-12  C'est marrant parce qu'autant les "expliquez moi cette merde" du début étaient souvent dynamique, construite (de déconstruction mais construite), avec du piquant et du sel de guérande pour tout le monde. Le mec se fait tellement taper dessus qu'il a fini par faire une dieudo, part en vrille totale sur la pensée alors tout ce qu'il voulait faire au début c'était se défouler. Mais c'est pas le seul, Valek en est un exemple avec un autre degré.  Mais au final, ces streams de 2h sont lamentables, chiant au possible, Peu de punchline et que du discours rouillé..  Autant j'en pouvais plus au début que maintenant ça devient honteux de le regarder

Open Forum - 2018-03-12 It is hilarious because of " explain me that" at the beginning it was often dynamic, build ( of construction but constructed), with spiced and salt from Guerande for everybody. That guy has been beaten so bad that he finish to do a dieudo. goes completely crazy and that at the beginning all he wanted to do was to unwind. But he is not the only one, Valek is an example with a different level. But at  the end, Those streams of 2h are miserable, annoying possible, not a lot of punch et only weird dialogue. So much that at the beginning I could not but now it is even shame to watch it.


Forum Libre - 2018-03-12  C'est ptet pas ton délire ici, t'y as pensé ?

Open Forum - 2018-03-12 Maybe it's not your delusion here, did you think about it?


Forum Libre - 2018-03-12  Ceux qui emploient le terme pour désigner les seins doivent confondre avec « loches », je ne vois que ça.

Free Forum - 2018-03-12  People who use the term to refer to breasts must get confused with "loches", it's all I can see.


Forum Libre - 2018-03-12  Ce week end j’ai pris deux fois Ouigo, et deux fois on a eu dix minutes d’avance.

Open Forum - 2018-03-12  This weekend I took Ouigo twice, and twice we were ten minutes early.


Forum Libre - 2018-03-12  Ce week-end, pour la première fois, j'ai envoyé les flics chez ma voisine pour tapage nocturne, suite à une deuxième fête trop bruyante trop tard en l'espace de deux semaines (ça fait 18 mois que je lui dis qu'elle peut faire la fête à condition de l'arrêter à 3 heures du matin dernier délai).

Open Forum - 2018-03-12 This weekend, for the first time, I sent the cops to my neighbor for being rowdy at night, after a second party which was too noisy too late in the space of two weeks (I've been telling her for 18 months that she can party as long as it's over by 3am at the latest).


Forum Libre - 2018-03-12  Classe la bouffe d'hôpital en Allemagne!  Sinon, de mon expérience d'opération et trois jours d'hospitalisation, je retire que du bon (sauf la raison pour laquelle j'étais là bien sûr). L'opération (fracture ouverte de la cheville, on m'a opérée d'urgence pour remettre tout ça, en posant deux broches) s'est très bien passée, le personnel médical a été bienveillant et prévenant du début à la fin. Une amie qui bosse dans les soins, à qui je confiais mes impressions super positives, m'a dit que souvent, quand le patient est sympa, le personnel est d'autant plus sympa. Je suis effectivement, sans me lancer des fleurs, quelqu'un de polie, patiente, gentille, souriante, et j'ai toujours dit bonjour merci à plus tard à tous les personnels soignants qui venaient dans ma chambre. Je me suis retrouver en pleine nuit avec toute l'équipe de nuit dans ma chambre, une infirmière qui changeait ma perf et le reste qui la regardait et racontait des conneries. J'ai pas râlé ni rien, j'ai trouvé ça drôle pis de toutes façons je dormais pas très bien donc je m'en foutais.  En bref: si t'es sympa ils sont sympas!  Pour la bouffe on s'en fait tout un monde, et j'avais un peu peur parce que j'avais l'expérience de ma grand-mère, souvent hospitalisée, qui mangeait pas grand-chose pendant ses séjours. Sauf que ma grand-mère était difficile à la base et que les raisons pour lesquelles elle était hospitalisée influaient sur son appétit. Moi, étant là pour une fracture, ben franchement j'ai envie de dire, quand t'as faim, tu bouffes. C'est de la bouffe de cantine, ni plus ni moins. Y a des jours où c'est bon et d'autres non, mais en trois jours d'hospitalisation j'ai du passer mon tour une seule fois.  Je vais me faire enlever les broches aussi apparemment, mais c'est dans un bout de temps (je suis même pas encore totalement remise, je marche encore avec mes béquilles).

Free Forum - 2018-03-12 Rank hospital food in Germany! Otherwise, with my experience with an operation and three days of hospitalization, I only remember the good things (except the reason why I was there, of course). The operation (open fracture of the ankle. They operated on me urgently to put everything back into place by putting in two pins) went really well. The medical staff was kind and forthcoming from the beginning to the end. A fried who works in treatment, to whom I gave my very positive impressions, has often said to me that when the patient is nice, the staff is even nicer. Without throwing myself a parade, I am someone who is polite, patient, kind, cheerful, and I always said hello and thank you to all the caretakers who came into my room. I found myself in the middle of the night with the entire night team in my room: a nurse changing my drip, and the others watching her and joking around. I didn't whine or anything, I thought it was funny, and in any case, I wasn't going to get any good sleep so I didn't care. In short: if you're nice, they'll be nice! As for the food, who really cares, and I was a bit scared because when I had an experience with my grandmother, who was often in the hospital, she didn't really eat that much during her stays. Except my grandmother was difficult to begin with, and the reasons why she was hospitalized influenced her appetite. Since I was there for a fracture, well frankly, I'd say that if you're hungry, you'll eat. It's cafeteria food, nothing more, nothing less. There are days when it's good, and other when it's not, but in three days of hospitalization, I had to sit out once. I'm going to get the pins taken out too apparently, but after a long while (I haven't eve completely healed and still walk with crutches).


Forum Libre - 2018-03-12  Déjà qui fume dans le métro ?

Free Forum - 2018-03-12 So who smokes in the subway?


Forum Libre - 2018-03-12  > Désolé, je ne parle pas aux inconnus :)  Dixit le mec qui vient de s'inscrire à OKCupid et répondre à 1500 questions pour matcher x)

Free Forum - 2018-03-12  > Sorry, I don't talk to strangers :)  Says the guy who's just registered on OKCupid and answered 1500 questions to find a match x)


Forum Libre - 2018-03-12  edit : nvm je cherchais beregovoy ça change trop vite pour moi

Free Forum - 2018-03-12  edit: nvm I was looking for beregovoy it's changing too quickly for me.


Forum Libre - 2018-03-12  Eh bien, y'en a qui s'amusent !

Forum Libre - 2018-03-12 Well, there are people having fun!


Forum Libre - 2018-03-12  En fait la problématique c'est de voir si Eastpak devrait s'étendre vers un public plus âgé, donc non pas forcément.  Après je savais pas pour le prix, si j'avais su j'aurais fait différement effectivement :/

Free Forum - 2018-03-12. The issue here is to see if Eastpak should expand towards an older public, so no, not really. But then I didn’t about the price, if I had known I would have done differently of course :/


Forum Libre - 2018-03-12  Est ce que t'es jeans sont des vraies jeans ? Ou est ce qu'ils contiennent de l'elastanne ou d'autres truc du genre ? En fonction de la matière, ça peut te faire transpirer plus.

Forum Libre - 2018-03-12  Are your jeans real jeans or do they contain  Spandex or other such materials? Depending on the material, it could make you sweat more.


Forum Libre - 2018-03-12  est-ce qu’il sait dire kapoué ?

Open Forum - 2018-03-12 does he know how to say kapoué?


Forum Libre - 2018-03-12  (Et penses à prévenir tes collègues, qu'ils aient le temps de faire une assurance vie !)

Free Forum - 2018-03-12 (And think about warning your colleagues so they have time to take out life insurance!)


Forum Libre - 2018-03-12  Fait. Interface de réponse bien optimisé, ça change de d’habitude :)

Free Forum - 2018/03/12 Done. Answering interface with a good optimisation. it's nice to have a change.


Forum Libre - 2018-03-12  Faut surtout apprendre à argumenter ce que tu vas écrire.


Forum Libre - 2018-03-12  Halles Paul Bocuse.

Free Forum - 2018-03-12 Halles Paul Bocuse.


Forum Libre - 2018-03-12  > Hé, ho, t'as une idée de depuis quand on attend d'avoir des événements comme ça ~~à Marseille~~ **en France** ?

Open Forum - 2018-03-12 > Hey, ho, do you have any idea how long I've been waiting to have events like this -- in Marseille~~**In France?**?


Forum Libre - 2018-03-12  Hé, ho, t'as une idée de depuis quand on attend d'avoir des événements comme ça à Marseille ?

General Topics Forum- 2018-03-12 Hey, do you have any idea how long we've been waiting for to have an event like that in Marseille?


Forum Libre - 2018-03-12  Histoire qu'on juge la qualité t'a vu.

Free Forum - 2018-03-12 In order to judge quality, you know.


Forum Libre - 2018-03-12  Il a dit "aschlapipipapa".

Open Forum - 2018-03-12 He said: "aschlapipipapa".


Forum Libre - 2018-03-12  Il me semble que y a systématiquement "Optimus" sur un laptop embarquant un combo Nvidia/Intel ?

Open Forum - 2018-03-12 It seems to me that there is systematically "Optimus" on a laptop boarding a Nvidia/Intel combo?


Forum Libre - 2018-03-12  Intéressant les différences entre les deux.

Free Forum - 2018-03-12  The differences between the two are interesting.


Forum Libre - 2018-03-12  J’ai pris le soleil toute l’aprem pourtant nuit sans dormir

Free Forum - 2018-03-12 I caught the sun all afternoon long but still sleepless night


Forum Libre - 2018-03-12  Jamais vu de distributeur gratuit en concert, au POPB comme dans les plus petites salles.

Free Forum - 2018-03-12 I have never seen a free dispensing machine at a concert, at the POPB like in the smaller venues.


Forum Libre - 2018-03-12  je baragouine le vietnamien.

Open Forum - 2018-03-12 I'm jabbering about the Vietnamese.


Forum Libre - 2018-03-12  Je découvre ce débat avec toi!

Free Forum 2018-03-12 I'm finding out about this debate at the same time as you!


Forum Libre - 2018-03-12  Je découvre ce débat avec toi! On a dû avoir la même éducation, car je lave aussi toutes mes fringues très fréquemment!  Comme toi, sous vêtements et chaussettes, mais aussi t-shirts ne sont portés qu'un jour. Pulls et pantalons: 3 jours maxi.  Question d'habitude, je pourrais pas changer je pense, mais effectivement c'est pas forcément le plus écolo.

Free Forum - 2018-03-12 I'm discovering this debate with you! We must have had the same upbringing because I also wash all my clothes very frequently! Like you, underwear and socks, but also t-shirts that are only worn for one day. Sweaters and pants: 3 days maximum. It's a matter of habit. I don't think I can change it, but indeed, it's not necessarily the most ecological practice.


Forum Libre - 2018-03-12  Je dirais même qoa la baise.

Open Forum - 2018-03-12  I would even say what the fuck.


Forum Libre - 2018-03-12  Je le lave quand il est taché.

General Topics Forum - 2018-03-12 I wash it when stained


Forum Libre - 2018-03-12  Je me demande si un bon répéteur Wifi c'est pas moins moisi, même si on perd pas mal quand même.

Free Forum - 2018-03-12 I wonder if a good Wi-Fi repeater isn't less moldy, even if you still lose a lot.


Forum Libre - 2018-03-12  Je suis rentré du Canada il y a 4/5 jours.

Free Forum - 2018-03-12 I returned from Canada 4/5 days ago.


Forum Libre - 2018-03-12  J'imagine qu'il y a toujours un certain plaisir à la condescendance ¯\\\\(ツ)/¯  Perso, je ne visite guère plus que le FL.

Free Forum - 2018-03-12 I imagine that there's always some pleasure in condescending ¯\\\\(ツ)/¯ Personally, I only barely even visit FL.


Forum Libre - 2018-03-12  La base c'est de comprendre la structure de la dissertation ( il en existe plusieurs) et donc d'être capable d'introduire un sujet, de le développer, puis de soutenir une thèse ( opinion ) sur ce thème avec laquelle tu conclues.

Free Forum - 2018-03-12 The base is understanding the structure of the essay (there are several of them) and therefore being able of introducing a subject, develop it, then supporting a thesis (opinion) about the theme you'll conclude with.


Forum Libre - 2018-03-12  La fameuse fesse levée, décalage gauche ou droite ?

Open Forum - 2018-03-12  The famous lifted butt, left or right offset?


Forum Libre - 2018-03-12  Le métro non plus aime pas ça

Free Forum - 2018-03-12 I don't like the underground either


Forum Libre - 2018-03-12  Le noir quand y a des taches dessus (ce qui me fait bien chier à chaque fois).

Free Forum - 2018-03-12 The black one only when it has stains (which annoys me every time).


Forum Libre - 2018-03-12  Merci de ton éclaircissement, escuse moi de te poser une autre question.

Free Forum - 2018-03-12  Thank you for you enlightment, I appologize for asking another question.