He saw the blond as he always did - not in his chosen mantle of black and bravura , but in a thousand vibrant colours , throwing light relief into the darkness . Into his darkness . He watched mildly as the fucking irritating light of his life annoyed the hell out of his humans . He watched them roll their eyes and become sarcastic and defensive and wondered briefly what they would say if he calmly pointed out that they probably owed their lives to Spike .
According to the above context, answer the following question.
Why does the main character seem to resent the people ?


They are judging him .