Read the following context and choose the best option to answer the question.
Context: Every single day . Living a lie . Misery and oppression . Ordinary and pathetic . I do n't know if you ' ve ever gone through this , but sometimes I find myself with girls I do n't like . I think I ' m with them in the first place because I 'd rather spend a moment with a girls arms around me , hugging me back on purpose , than another night alone in a cold , dark room .
Question: How is the speaker feeling ?
Options: 
A. The speaker is dejected
B. They speaker is purposeful
C. The speaker is in love
D. The speaker is happy with girls


A