I just hate to call her because i know she 'll complain about things ... and yet i know i should still call her . But i only ever call her , maybe once every couple of months . So i called her tonight .... it went to voicemail though . So i left the most emotional message i think i have ever left .
According to the above context, answer the following question.
Why do n't I call her more often ?


I usually end up annoyed after our conversation .