I was horrified . Did I mention that ? It took me 20 minutes sitting downstairs drinking cold water and staring at the wall to convince myself that there was no clan and I did n't have to kill anyone . I tried to go back to sleep before I calmed myself , but I could n't , I was obsessing too much .
According to the above context, answer the following question.
How may I be feeling right now ?


Overwelmed