Based on the context and the answer, generate a question. 

Context: I feel like a person who almost died , and then someone saved me . He 's my poppet , my sweet boy , The Squeeze . So I missed a whole month of blogging because I could n't find the words to say that I had been at an absolute bottom and then found hope .

Answer:

because I was feeling down



Why do I feel like a person who almost died ?