It was n't creepily Messianic , nor blindly frothing - it felt like a release , an outpouring , a moment whose time had come . And suddenly , I completely got the way all those people felt about Reagan , but this time , THE GUY WAS MINE . In a way , my guys - and the guys and gals of all progressives - have been losing since that very moment in 1980 .
According to the above context, answer the following question.
What may be the reason for saying it was not creepily Messianic , nor blindly frothing ?


I did n't want people to think I was stupidly worshiping or following this guy without true knowledge .