I 'd rather just arrive early and be done with it . * sigh * and the thought was that months ago , I was thinking of taking off these few days so I could volunteer . Hell , the thought last night was stranding the guy I give a ride to b / c I was concerned what the cat had gotten into b / c of the construction ... I should have done that , I should have whisked myself home and ... no I had to give him a ride , it was the same thought as I was driving to work as I ' m having now ...
According to the above context, answer the following question.
What am I kicking myself for right now ?


I keep thinking I should n't have given someone a ride .