But then we turned a corner and she got better and we ( trainer & I ) were talking about showing her again in Dressage . I wish I knew what to do with her . Right now , I ca n't justify putting her down because she 's still eating , maintaining weight ( actually putting on ) and her eyes are bright . If it 's going to happen , I wish it just would ... but I know like with Roma , it is going to happen suddenly and I 'll be left with this gaping hole in my heart and agony in my soul of euthanizing my partner of 10 + years . Sancho : Ride Sancho in Angel 's Dressage bridle with her Loose Ring , French Link bit .
According to the above context, choose the best option to answer the following question.
Question: What may be the decision I am agonizing over making ?
Options:
A. None of the above choices .
B. How to deal with Sancho turning a corner and getting better .
C. What to feed my horse when she is continuing to lose weight .
D. I will have to make the decision of when to put down my beloved horse .


D