Tomorrow 's going to be one of the most difficult days ever . The wake is tomorrow afternoon and I ' m going to need to much xanax to get me through . Seeing him is going to be so hard . I just ca n't believe he 's really gone .
According to the above context, answer the following question.
What is the reason that seeing him will be so hard ?


Because he had died and I will be remembering his life and good times in the past , knowing I wo n't see him again .