I wish i had more control of it . right now i know who i want , i know when , and i know why , but the truth is i know the feeling is not mutual , not now , maybe someday . Till then world , its 5:30 and i ' ve had a pretty amazing night , thank jenny for my very long blog . i must admit not my best , this blog was very " all over the place " .
According to the above context, answer the following question.
Why did they feel this was not their best ?


They rambled for a long time .