That 's the back of my blond head and my father 's mother , Julie . For as long as I can remember until the summer before I started college in 1992 , my grandmother was sick . Progressive Supranuclear Palsy . Do n't let the " progressive " fool you .
According to the above context, answer the following question.
How did I feel about my grandmother getting sick ?


I felt sad and unhappy to see her in pain .