Of which just happens to be the last violin shop job I turned down . At that time , my life was in shambles and if I made it through the day it was a good day . After I had to turn that job down I felt like a total failure all over again . I felt like I had failed my professor .
According to the above context, choose the best option to answer the following question.
Question: Why is the narrator so down on themselves ?
Options:
- They ca n't get a job .
 - They broke their violin .
 - They cursed out their professor .
 - None of the above choices .


They ca n't get a job .