found out today that my best friend will be leaving for his new house on the day of my birthday because his boyfriend has to start work the day after . its such a kick in the balls for your best friend to choose his new boyfriend over you . i had an excellent birthday last year , so i suppose i will have a shit one this year .
According to the above context, answer the following question.
Why is the narrator so down on their birthday ?


They will not have all their loved ones there .