Read the following context and choose the best option to answer the question.
Context: I fought back and probably did more damage than they did . I already have tons of bruises and cuts and such because of self - abuse so it would n't prove anything . The cops probably would n't do shit anyways , I mean it 's fuckin Wilco cops ... and I ' m sure they would n't believe me .
Question: Why did I abuse myself ?
Options: 
- To control my appetite .
 - To control my emotional pain .
 - To make look like I was attacked .
 - None of the above choices .


To control my emotional pain .