But being lauded for her looks still surprises her . " I have not always thought of myself as beautiful . Growing up , I never felt like the pretty one , which is good because I felt it was important to become the smart one . I would n't say I was an ugly duckling but I never felt like I had an exceptional physical appearance that was going to make life any easier . " Engaged for three years to actor David Moscow ( most famous for playing Josh , the kid portrayed by an adult Tom Hanks in Big ) , Kerry walked away .
According to the above context, choose the best option to answer the following question.
Question: What was the " blessing in disguise " Kerry experienced when she was growing up ?
Options:
- Not feeling her looks were special , she wanted to be bright and educated .
 - She wanted to be smart but she turned out pretty instead .
 - She wants to be lauded for her looks but they laud her for her talent .
 - She wanted to be married but he walked away instead .


Not feeling her looks were special , she wanted to be bright and educated .