Read the following context and answer the question.
Context: As if through enough repetition , the words will become part of a story that somehow makes sense . Here 's another story : I went to a noisy , crowded social gathering last night , even though I did n't want to , because I felt obligated . People wanted to hug me and I let them because it seemed too difficult and complicated to say no . It took me a while to realize this , but after people hugged me , my desire to die flared up and became much more intense .
Question: Why did the narrator have trouble holding conversations ?
Answer:


It was very rambunctious at the party .