I flicked the pages of my thesaurus out of severe desperation . I tried to look for a magic word that could possibly trigger an idea . But still , I had nothing . I could n't think of anything aside from my recent break - up .
What is the narrator on the search for ?
- Verbiage .
 - None of the above choices .
 - A relationship .
 - An explanation for their break - up .


Verbiage .