My husband would come home from work fearful that I was dead because the house was dark and I was at first , unresponsive when he 'd call me . But I 'd quickly rally and prepare dinner while he had cocktails and it was all , as they say , good . My meditation experiences were sporadic at best , and my spirituality awakened at my four years of attendance at Alanon . In addition , I had been studying and reading about spirituality for many years on my own , becoming a Rosicrucian until their internal squabbling turned me away , and even prior to that , becoming adept at interpreting the I Ching and later the Tarot .
According to the above context, answer the following question.
What may happen after my husband got home to a dark home ?


He would be afraid that something had happened to me .