Shock today . Today I was told that my sister has a serious desease . It 's her liver and noone knows why , cause she never drank alcohole and things alike . I do n't know what it is in particular but I have to face the fact , that I should get iin contact with her now which is kind of difficult . She has almost NO social skills . Being a w - o - w addicted , living together with her also w - o - w- addicted boyfriend who is in fact : the last being on earth . And it 's the only human person she is in contact with .
According to the above context, answer the following question.
How does the news of my sister having this disease make me feel inside ?


I am devastated and in shock .