Read the following context and choose the best option to answer the question.
Context: Hope i can make it by next summer ... Yesterday I had my first big upswing of the month ( + 1500 ) and it felt so good . I almost forgot how it feels like . I really needed this confident boost .
Question: Why do I need what I need ?
Options: 
- So I can pay this month 's rent .
 - None of the above choices .
 - So I can enjoy the summer .
 - So I can feel better about myself .


So I can feel better about myself .