Are they trying to make you not lie down and die so that they wo n't be alone ? After all , how would they pour out their own Shreddies if I were to turn my toes up ? I know I have to fucking well keep going . It 's in the mother 's contract , the one I signed in my own blood , squeezed from the marrow of my being .
According to the above context, answer the following question.
Why would I not be able to pour shreddies if I were to turn my toes up ?


I would be dead .