Read the following context and choose the best option to answer the question.
Context: Of which just happens to be the last violin shop job I turned down . At that time , my life was in shambles and if I made it through the day it was a good day . After I had to turn that job down I felt like a total failure all over again . I felt like I had failed my professor .
Question: Why is the narrator so down on themselves ?
Options: 
A. They ca n't get a job .
B. They broke their violin .
C. They cursed out their professor .
D. None of the above choices .


A