Read the following context and choose the best option to answer the question.
Context: But maybe I will see what it said and a few emails before I meet with him . Then make a decision as the first email I sent I told him I was a bitch and what more could I say and he wrote back and said that was ok as he would prove me wrong on what others have done , There is one thing he ca n't change but we are not going into that on a public page . At least he knows my background so there is nothing to hide .
Question: Why is the speaker willing to talk about herself in this derogatory manner ?
Options: 
A. None of the above choices .
B. She wants him to tell her that it is n't the case and offer to try to comfort her
C. She is only pretending to think poorly of herself in a play to regain his trust
D. She realizes that admitting her mistakes and facing her shortcomings will allow her to grow


D