i abhor it.i guess my only problem is NOT wording . it 's the fact that words betray me . words make me painfully aware that i grieve someone who never really was . i say all those things to myself and to people and to the universe with an emotionally dead voice .
What may be the reason for posting this ?
- None of the above choices .
 - To express my disbelief
 - To express my sadness
 - To express my anger


To express my sadness