It 's hard when your first memories are of fits of rage , having to hide under your bed and separation . I have never looked for pity because of what I ' ve seen and been through . I have only recently began to have thoughts about marriage and my own children .
Question: What is a likely cause for the speaker 's first memories to be ones of rage ?
The answer to the above question:


They likely had somewhat of an abusive childhood , which is why their memories are fits of rage