Based on the context and the answer, generate a question. 

Context: Controlling my emotions like this , hurting me so ? Fucking asshole . Especially considering I still love him . KNOWING he NEVER cared for me , and that EVERYTHING HE EVER FUCKING SAID TO ME WAS A LIE .

Answer:

My boyfriend just broke up with me and I was blindsided .



What may be the reason that I 'm so upset at this moment ?