It 's hard when your first memories are of fits of rage , having to hide under your bed and separation . I have never looked for pity because of what I ' ve seen and been through . I have only recently began to have thoughts about marriage and my own children .
According to the above context, answer the following question.
What is a likely cause for the speaker 's first memories to be ones of rage ?


Unpleasant things happened , that invoked emotions that are not very fun to remember