As my mother handed me the application , I decided right then and there that I did n't want to go . She mailed it off on its journey to Washington D.C , and I complained because I did n't want to go . In the car weeks later , my mother was ecstatic about my acceptance and I still did n't want to go .
Question: Why may the narrator be feeling some guilt ?
The answer to the above question:


They have to disappoint their mother .