Controlling my emotions like this , hurting me so ? Fucking asshole . Especially considering I still love him . KNOWING he NEVER cared for me , and that EVERYTHING HE EVER FUCKING SAID TO ME WAS A LIE .
According to the above context, answer the following question.
What may be the reason that I 'm so upset at this moment ?


My boyfriend just broke up with me and I was blindsided .