Based on the context and the answer, generate a question. 

Context: So I cried . MC spent the day with us and even mumbled the Kaddish over dad 's grave , bless him . He had to work in the evening and stayed behind for a couple of drinks afterwards . And yes , I lost it again .

Answer:

The loss of their father is too much to handle and they are coping with it the best they can



What caused the speaker to once again lose it , as they have described here ?