Read the following context and choose the best option to answer the question.
Context: I hate myself right now . I ca n't even remember the name of the story . Here 's the bit : A smile would have done it , but there could be no happiness between them . His eyes shone with a longing someone more innocent than her would have suspected less of .
Question: How does the narrator feel about themselves right now ?
Options: 
- They are filled with happiness .
 - None of the above choices .
 - They are self - loathing .
 - They are happy with a smile thinking of themselves .


They are self - loathing .