Based on the context and the answer, generate a question. 

Context: Of which just happens to be the last violin shop job I turned down . At that time , my life was in shambles and if I made it through the day it was a good day . After I had to turn that job down I felt like a total failure all over again . I felt like I had failed my professor .

Answer:

They ca n't get a job .



Why is the narrator so down on themselves ?