Read the following context and answer the question.
Context: Controlling my emotions like this , hurting me so ? Fucking asshole . Especially considering I still love him . KNOWING he NEVER cared for me , and that EVERYTHING HE EVER FUCKING SAID TO ME WAS A LIE .
Question: What may be the reason that I 'm so upset at this moment ?
Answer:


My boyfriend just broke up with me and I was blindsided .