Maybe if I just stand behind this tree , he said to himself , She 'll just take it out of my hand as she goes by . That was me , shy and adoring from a distance . The one real experience I 'd had the year before with Sarah , who actually was my girlfriend , had fucked me up even worse , if that were possible , and left me even more terrified .
According to the above context, answer the following question.
What is the narrator 's problem ?


Lack of experience with women