Read the following context and answer the question.
Context: " I was gone by that point , and Loren had you and then - well , you know the rest . It 's a sad story , but still , I think there is hope in it . " There were a million things I wanted to say , and a million thoughts I could n't vocalize .
Question: Why has the narrator refused to talk to Loren ?
Answer:


The narrator ca n't get her words together .