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Need someone to listen and talk to. | I have multiple ailments. But my depression(MDD diagnosis) has gotten worse than it ever has been before. I have the most debilitating painful heartache every single day. I have lost interest in anything and everything. I feel like an emotional and a financial burden on everyone around me. I wake up at odd hours in the... | 1 |
My life is over | 23f. Ugly. No friends. Never had a partner. Have no direction in my life. Im alone constantly, I have no one to hang out with or talk to. No man or woman will look my way.
I'm past the age where it's acceptable to have no relationship experince. I lost my virginity last year and that the most I've done. No one will w... | 14 |
Boyfriend called me a train wreck due to mental health. Not sure how to respond | About three weeks ago I stopped taking my prescribed Prozac due to having no more refills and losing insurance to cover it. It's been hard to figure out and research new insurance due to being in nursing school. I'm experiencing the usual symptoms of not taking my medication and depression. Yes, I have been sad, anxiou... | 1 |
Struggling with Cognitive Decline and Depression: Is There Hope for My Memory? | Hey everyone,
I've been battling depression for the past eight years, and it has taken a toll on my cognitive abilities. I used to have a very sharp memory when I was in good health. I could watch any TV show or documentary, even the boring ones, and remember them with remarkable clarity years down the line.
However,... | 6 |
Can you tell me why I feel like this? | (22M) Life is crushing me, but I am doing my best and hoping that everything will get better one day, What I wanna know is, why do I feel relieved when I think about death? Something tells me that everything gets better when I die, suffering ends but at the same time I am scared of dying.
What is wrong with me?
Am I de... | 1 |
I'm tired of living. | I'm 18 (an introvert) and just finished highschool. I'm currently wondering if I just end things here an now, like you know, suicide. And I know, it's bad, but I'm at my limit. I tried to tell my "family" about my problems, but they either compare me with me cousins and relatives or beat me up until I stop thinking abo... | 9 |
I’m not sure if this is healthy or not | I struggle heavy with my mental health. I am diagnosed with depression, anxiety, bpd, ptsd, and A.D.D. I have a new psychologist appt soon to find out more.
I don’t have that many friendships in my life. I have people I consider a friend I guess but there is no friendship. The friendships I do have none of them strugg... | 2 |
I turned 24 today, still depressed and still no friends | When does this misery end? No matter what I do, I get no enjoyment out of it. No wonder nobody wants to be around me.
Fuck this, seriously. | 13 |
I gave my Everything just to not achieve anything | Hello, this post is just something i want to get off my chest for the year to be able to live.
I'm a class president this last year in high school, it definitely hurts me to say that, everything I've worked for and everything I've cried for, in my class, in my school grades, and even in my work immersion experience... | 1 |
life sucks | I'm so tired of life. Will things get better? | 2 |
I feel useless | I have been feeling useless since I lost my job. Normally I work construction and I enjoy work. It distracts me from my depression. For about two months now I’ve been unemployed it’s been hard for me to find work. Thus making it very hard for me to not feel useless. I’m married and normally me and my wife work to pay b... | 5 |
Is depression real? | I have been struggling all my life to come to terms with the fact that I have depression. Few years ago, I up and went to a psychiatrist, and was diagnosed with severe depression and was put on SSRI and anti anxiety meds. Over the years, more and more issues have come to light and I am taking meds for those issues. But... | 1 |
What is this? | Ive been experiencing something i can't understand. Earlier i did some grocery. I usually know what should i buy so i just go through different shelves, after putting everything i need in my cart i started to feel that my head is splitting into two and feeling like i forgot something when deep inside i know i dont. I f... | 1 |
any advice? | I'm in my mid-20s. A single guy, I started late so I'm still going through college.
A few years ago I learned that I have a physically debilitating lifelong progressive condition. I've been bullied at school and since then always struggled with socializing. On top of that, I come from a religious family so I've been d... | 1 |
I have been sad for years. I fake it, but I find it hard to even try. | (25M)
I want to lay over and just not exist some days. The reason I feel sad is based on situation in my opinion. I am not sure if it’s chemical, but it’s nearly every week. Sometimes every day in some situations where I just want to “not continue”. I wouldn’t ever do it. But, I hate the feeling because it trumps all r... | 1 |
Feeling obligated to stay | I always have this feeling where I just do not want to be on this Earth anymore like I just do not want to exist. But I feel like I can't do anything about it because I feel obligated to stay alive and be there for the people in my life.
I keep having these phases where I will face 2-3 weeks of actual calamity, like a... | 1 |
Friend literally ignores me when I have a crisis | I've had for about a week now this thought that I am a terrible person and I don't deserve to live. Last night I was crying while texting my friend about how I want to die because I am the worst person on Earth. She didn't answer to any message I sent and instead she went to sleep. She's literally the only person who ... | 2 |
Life after depression | I (F43) had postpartum depression (second child) when I was 30 and full-blown depression when I got divorced at 35. I feel good now, but I've never felt like the person I was before my first depression. I became much more cautious with everything and reserved. Over the years I lost contact with the majority of my fri... | 1 |
I don't think people like me and it's making me depressed. | I was bullied badly in school (I never really know why). Since then I've always had friends for very short periods of time then there is some sort of fallout over silly things each time. I've had fallouts with my family too. For years, I have tried and tried to make friends but they never last very long. I just feel li... | 46 |
Existing | I don’t want to exist anymore, but I’m fully aware I wouldn’t willingly choose death. Instead, before I sleep I’d wish that I never wake up. I’m hoping to fade into nothingness instead of regretting being alive every waking moment. | 2 |
My life is hell | y life is hell everyday
I'm 33M I've been in a relationship with 32F for 15yrs and I've tried so long to be strong and keep everything together for us. She doesn't work but receives SS I work... but I'm about to quit she's quiting on me because she's bored... I just got us a new apartment literally last week on Wednes... | 5 |
I don't want to die, I just want a different life | Im just so tired I had to be born in this toxic family. I never was allowed to socialize as a kid and now I'm graduating high school learning that almost everyone says I'm weird. And I know I am. I lack the social skills to act like how a normal person should. I don't have any role models or anyone to guide me in life ... | 210 |
Should be me | I live in New York and every day the news talks about people who were shot or have died some how and I just wonder why not me!? Why is everyone who I’m sure wants to live getting killed but I’m not. All I want is to die, I want it so badly! | 2 |
I hate myself! | I’m tired of being ugly! I’m tired of people being fake. I’m tired of people talking behind my back like I don’t notice! I’m lonely.. no one cares about me! “Be a man!” My past fucking haunts me 24/7. I can’t escape my mind reminding me of all the dumb shit I did! And how my sperm donor treated me! It won’t end. | 12 |
Depression and travel? | I'm really considering wanting to go do my working holiday visa for 3 years in Australia now that the age has been increased after missing my chance due to covid.
But I'm in such a rut with myself and back on meds and not dealing with the side effects very well at all. Or my moods.
I woke up today thinking "how am ... | 1 |
When will I reach my breaking point | It’s getting worse and worse. When my daughter isnt here I just feel so sad. It’s easier when she’s here because I can put up a front like everything is OK I don’t cry as much but when she’s not here the weight of the world just falls on me and I just think about everything that is going wrong. I don’t know how to fix ... | 1 |
In case helpful | "The Great Depresh" stand up by Gary Gulman is so comforting and relateable as he talks about the struggle we all know and ends on a helpful and hopeful note.
Love y'all 🎗️💛 | 1 |
It’s hard to have hope when you’ve been wanting to die for years | I don’t have any hope left I already accepted the fact that my life will never get better. I’ll never look the way I want to look. I’ll never have a girlfriend I’ll never have a normal life.
I don’t know need to be rich I just want to be happy and content. But I’m just withering away in my room everyday.
It’ll never... | 3 |
I don’t want anything | I started having depressive symptoms about a year and a half ago. I didn’t get an actual diagnosis until 3 weeks ago. About the time I started having symptoms I started slowly losing the ability to want things. I didn’t realize it until now… I now feel kind of, completely unable to want anything.
I used to REALLY want... | 3 |
I just need to vent a little | To make a long story short... My wife has some medical issues which causes her a lot of pain. I am the one who ends up taking care of her/household chores/bills. I am in no way trying to complain and/or looking to leave. I am honestly just on here to vent a little and just get this off of my chest because I have no one... | 2 |
Need ideas on how to push myself through this ... | I feel completely depleted. My husband of 11 years lost his eyesight 8 months into our marriage. We have adjusted to that life style change - he at home, me working, me doing all of the driving etc. However, 4 years into our marriage he was diagnosed with stage 3 colon cancer. Another hurdle but we worked our way throu... | 6 |
Feel so stuck | I feel so stuck. Physically I don't feel alive, like I am not able to step out of bed and get things done. Mentally i have so many things going on and it feels so overwhelming and worst part is, I am at a crucial phase in my life and i HAVE to be productive, which I am not able to achieve. I am just very scared | 2 |
I can't take care of myself | I struggle so much trying to get up and I feel like my perception of time is so warped.
I have so much school work due tomorrow and rather than working on them, I'm here crying about how I can't get myself to do it. Is it some kind of overwhelming pressure or something?
My grades are becoming so low and in an attempt... | 1 |
I turned 19 today. | Hey Reddit, I don’t know if this is immature or if I am too needy, but it has made me feel unwanted and unimportant regardless. So, I guess here I am seeking comfort and validation from strangers on the internet. Or maybe because I always remember everybody’s birthdays, wish them the earliest, and try to make them feel... | 63 |
I was told by someone to stop searching for relationships until "I got help". I've been in treatment for 19 years lol | I am having some relationship troubles that have made me feel hopeless recently, and I made the mistake of stating how this hopelessness made me feel as though life wasn't worth living. I was responded to with the suggestion that I shouldn't seek relationships with anyone until I got help and got better.
Well, I've be... | 18 |
im in pain please help me | i just want to be free from this misery… i don’t want to do this anymore! no one will ever love me and I’ll be alone for the rest of my life.. i need someone to talk too, someone pls talk to me! i can’t even breath properly at the moment but i just want someone to talk to cause i don’t want to be alone and all my frien... | 8 |
i tried to give a second chance to professional help... | i went to therapy, and psychiatrist in the past, the therapy didn't really help. and i had bad experience with the psychiatrist which ghosted me after i started having complications with the antidepressants she prescribed to me.
i started VSED, but for a moment i thought maybe it isn't too late. so i went and tried to... | 1 |
I really just don't know what to do | I've gotten into a really bad financial situation. And it's been absolutely destroying me and my mental health. I live with a roommate who has a full time job and I'm a student with a part-time job. In April I was droped by medicaid and had I had to buy Obama care insurance. My medical expenses have skyrocketed. I just... | 6 |
Depression and now, grief | I’ve been depressed for 7 years. Persistent depressive disorder, even with therapy and medication. I’m already so miserable most of the time, and just last week my grandpa died completely unexpectedly, he was only in his 70s. We were really close. We were supposed to be on vacation with him right now, he wanted to fly ... | 3 |
Puking blood and pissing | I drink a lot a lot a lot and I drank a whole handle of vodka last night and then walked to the store at 1:30 am to buy some beers too afterwards because I wasn’t drunk enough (I am drinking to kill myself) Bought them and slammed them behind a dumpster. Walked back home, half way back I’m pissing my pants. Stop over a... | 3 |
Why did I try to come out | I tried to come out as gay to my family but just got pushed back saying I'm confused I'm 25 I know what I'm attracted to. So I feel like I shouldn't have said anything why does it have to be hard | 3 |
I have nothing | I lost every friend I had over a stupid girl, I have no family anymore, I have nothing. No motivation, no social life, I am so empty. I feel like I have a giant void in my chest, when I really thought i'd have friends again, they all stopped talking to me. I feel so empty, I used to be so happy. I lost my brother becau... | 1 |
existing is too becoming too much | I am so worn down. I cant eat properly, bring myself to get up, or do basic care for myself. Sleeping is such a comfortable escape but it just makes the feeling of wasting my time worse.
My parents are trying to keep me up and I'm trying so hard but I feel like I'm crumbling. Suicidal ideation is getting worse, I slee... | 77 |
I want to die now! | I can’t take it anymore, please I just wanna die already. I’m tired of waking up! I can’t keep living in this shelter suffering every single day. I’ve had enough. I’m so mentally exhausted that I feel physically sick. Please, all I want is to die. | 1 |
I’m probably just gonna end up killing myself | Title.
I’m not suicidal, or maybe I am? Idk. Like I don’t wanna commit suicide, but I feel like at some point in my life (next 5-7 years?) it’s just gonna end up being my best option.
I struggle at work, just getting in everyone’s way and not doing a good job. I’m probably gonna get fired, which has happened in all... | 2 |
i hate doing this | but no one is there to listen. i'll type my stupid life story over and over thinking it means anything and no one is out there to empathize no one cares. i thought i'd be comfortable being so isolated but i think i'm losing it. i just want to do drugs so maybe i can figure out the answers as to why i'm so fucked up and... | 2 |
I'm taking a break . | I feel like I need to focus on my mh right now. I feel like lately my moods revolve around whether I think people like me or not. and its kind of exhausting.
edit: I might still post a little, like I'm not giving up cats.. | 3 |
im losing this battle. | i have been getting horrible bug bites all over my body because of the pools of blood on my mattress. my last 3 suicide attempts failed. despite how hard ive tried im still alive. i need to use a different method
does anyone know how to keep the bugs away? they are attracted to the blood but im not gonna just stop cut... | 10 |
Everyone hates me even my psychiatrist | She said you could have died, are you happy I took you off the meds?
I almost died from the meds my previous psychiatrist put me on. I had serotonin syndrome
Disability doesn’t care how intelligent you are, sarcastically, as long as you can move around.
Towards the end she called me trash and to go away
| 3 |
feeling of complete shallowness | Hey guys. Im a computer science graduate from Pakistan. i graduated with a cpga of 2.96/4. I used to be really good with all the CS related concepts but then I started doing freelancing in my second last year with some friends and then due to personal conflicts with them i had to leave it by my last year in uni.
I di... | 2 |
When I need people the most I am the most alone | When my ex broke up with me at the beginning of the year. It was torture. She was my best friend. She said some of the most hurtful things that have been said to me in my 22 years of life. More hurtful than things my abusive mother has said to me.
I lost a mutal friend and idk what I did wrong, he just cut me out and ... | 1 |
What is the point of Living | Of late i feel like my situation has gone even more bad. I have no motivation. No drive in life. Have cut off socially. Just lay down on my bed all day. I kinda feel like i am becoming more of a financial burden on my parents. So what is the point of living on this miserable life. Isn't it better if i just end it | 4 |
I want my life to matter but it doesn’t! | Not in any sense that means anything anyway. I’m a good worker, that’s all I have for myself but that’s replaceable. People aren’t equal in the way that we all want to think. We can’t all be great but I’m not even a blip on the blip that we’re already on. I’m not terribly important to the people around me, I have very ... | 2 |
Not sure what I’m doing anymore | At the start of the year I had gotten out of a rough relationship which was the best thing that ever happened to me. I got my life together, started going to the gym, quit smoking, started some anti depressants, started my part time internship and was even interviewing for my dream “summer camp” job. Everything had spi... | 2 |
my depression is coming back | I was undiagnosed with depression after not experiencing symptoms for months. but lately I had this strong feeling of hopelessness. I don't want to live like that again, suicidal and sleeping all day. I've noticed myself taking more and more longer naps recently, too. I never want to experience the misery and sadness I... | 3 |
I feel worthless because I'm not smart | I see my life as worth less than anyone who is smarter than me.
People say that intelligence doesn't matter when it comes to your worth as a human but that's fucking bullshit because those same people eat animals, just like I do. The only morally logical reason for eating animals is because they are dumber than us, t... | 3 |
I didn't know what to say. | I was at a festival with some friends this weekend. We were at our camps cafe, grabbing some food. At some point I mentioned that I was on a dating app. The woman working the register said something to the effect of "Why the fuck are you on a dating app, you're attractive".
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I didn't know what to say, so I... | 119 |
Thinking about suicide gives me chills and make me relaxed | Yes as the title says. Whenever I feel so depressed and hopeless, suddenly a thought of lifelessness, inexistance and suicide comes to my mind and it really gives me good chills and makes me relaxed at the same time. Does it mean I really craving for it? Even most of the time, seeing suicide memes also making me so rel... | 2 |
I don’t know how to get these pictures off my phone | I have a lot of pictures of the dog I had to rehome. My dogs that passed after aging. I tried putting them on my pc but I didn’t for some reason. Every time I see them I remember them. I remember how I failed my dog that I had to rehome due to my job and depression. I remember how I’ll never have them to cuddle with. I... | 3 |
Struggling to Cope with Social Anxiety + Inferiority Complex + Burnout | I, 18M, just got back from orientation at a fairly well known school. Long story short, we had a lot of weird icebreaker activities and at the end had a dance party till 10.
Everyone was bonding so fast with each other but I was sitting in the corner like a freaking loser filled with envy for their joy.
This isn't ... | 2 |
Is it wort it? | I never thought my life would have turn out the way it has...
After my health took a plummet and I lost the abilities to walk also my writing. I seem to fill myself spiraling into a hopeless abyss of my own loneness, sadness, and fear. When I mange to show it, anger only reveals it's self. A lot of it comes from is wh... | 2 |
Why do I want to die? | I want to kill myself, I want to hurt myself, I want to sabotage. I have hurt myself and I have sabotaged in many ways. But why? So many people have actual problems and real needs/concerns and they don't, and even the ones that do have more wrong than me because I have nothing wrong so why.
I might just do it tbh. I h... | 2 |
I need someone to save me | I'm done with the self love, self improvement, self respect, self this, self that shit.
I simply can't love myself. I can't do it. Something inside me is broken and it can't be fixed.
What makes it worse is that everyone can see this like a neon sign, which is why nobody wants to love me either.
So I'm now at a poin... | 3 |
A bunch of options but no solutions | My therapist and I have been basically meeting bi weekly, instead of each week. But I was able to explain today why even with all these choices, there's not really clear/good solution like each step of the way there's some obstacle using something regarding my parents/past traumas etc. I really just wanna give up hones... | 1 |
pills to clear my mind | I’m not sure how to put this across, but ever since I sunk into depression at the age of 14, my thinking has been foggy and sluggish. I’m now 20 and it’s still the same.. it feels like my brain isn’t clear and my mind is forever in a trance like state.
Does anyone else experience this? Are there any pills to help “cle... | 1 |
I need help | I don’t see any point in going into why I feel the way I do so I’ll keep things short. Im frustrated, always angry and always have a problem with anyone or anything around me. I have access to weapons and I feel if I don’t get help soon I’ll do something unspeakable to myself and others around me. I can’t get medicatio... | 2 |
I’m dying inside | So my mom died a few week ago, and my girlfriend stopped talking to me, I don’t know what happened I just feel like everything is falling apart 😔 | 14 |
I can't stand myself | I'm constantly going back and forth with how I feel about certain things or who I am. I've come to notice that I just hate myself or I guess hate isn't the right word I don't feel uh right minded I guess see even typing it down I don't really see why I'm doing this but I started for a reason right? Idk maybe I'm bipola... | 1 |
why can't my mom understand | I've been waking up multiple times in the middle of the night last week and now it's changed to waking up a set hours after I go to sleep, and I'll just toss and turn awake for 2 hours.
I don't have the energy to do much, let alone the motivation to get out of bed in the morning especially when the thoughts I have hi... | 1 |
Always feel guilty | Sometimes I hate myself for not being upbeat and not working hard. I hate myself for making mistakes again and again. I don’t have the slightest ability to learn. When I am very sad, I want to make changes in revenge. For a while, but, but not for long, not for long, the sense of meaninglessness will linger in my mind... | 2 |
Suicidal ideation without the end game. | I just wanna post this here to see if im not alone,
I suffer from passive ideation, almost everyday and it's exhausting,
It's sort of a coping method to deal with stress on the daily, which just creates a destructive loop.
However I also have a brain wired in a way that does not take in the ideas of self harm, nor sui... | 288 |
The only thing keeping me from killing myself is an anime. | I've wanted to kill myself and I still do. The only thing that's keeping me is Jojo's Bizarre Adventure. It's escapism for me. Sometimes I have a strong urge to just kill myself, but I want to wait until after part seven through nine is animated. It sounds fucking stupid, I know. I have an extremely hard time getting c... | 1 |
Family constantly judges | No matter what I do for my teenage daughters and husband, it’s never good enough… I’m a stay at home mom with income from royalties and I’m still supposed to do all the housework just because I don’t have a job?! Most SAHM don’t have income, am I wrong? Don’t even get me started, if I god forbid drink a few beers befo... | 1 |
Vent...perhaps advice? | I don't know why I seem to get ignored, not even acknowledge by people.. I don't know what I'm doing wrong for people to do that to me. Like they get a bad vibe from me. I try my hardest to be VERY NICE (not kissing up)but like seriously, the more I try the more it's hurting just to feel belong, heard or wanted.
Som... | 2 |
please reply | I feel incapable of doing anything. I feel completely and utterly worthless. I hate myself. I look in the mirror and I just hate what I see. I feel uncomfortable all the time. I just feel empty and like a sinking feeling. I don’t know how to describe it other than just sinking and emptiness. I feel like I don’t have a ... | 5 |
My depressed friend and them having almost nobody in their lives | Hello. Not sure how to start this but I'm friends with someone dear to me, someone with a beautiful soul and an expansive mind, but a friend who has tried on multiple occasions to take his own life.
I live in the US now, while they reside in the country I left. This country is riddled with economic failure and chaotic... | 5 |
I got caught with a lot of dirty dishes and soda cans in my room by my parents | They caught me before how do I get better at
dealing with this I struggle to better my self
and it's becoming a real problem for me. | 3 |
I don't think I can do this anymore | I'm a screw up I just can't think the way everyone wants me to. I fucked up so many times that I can't think straight any more. I wanna do good I really do but I can't get it together. | 1 |
i can't do anything anymore | i'm so fucking tired and hurt emotionally that i can't do anything anymore. i can't even bring myself to leave my bed because i feel so sad and i just want help. i need help. i don't know how much longer i can go before resorting to a final option. it's like im crying out to everyone around me yet they can't hear me.
... | 2 |
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I'm in a bad mood, I feel like I feel nothing and at the same time I feel everything... Why is it always me who cares? ..I don't know why I'm writing here..I can't explain well what I feel and this bothers me | 2 |
I'm stuck. I don't want to exisit anymore | I am really so over living this messed up life. Im 33f and my life is going nowhere! I used to have a good job, travel around great partner and i've lost it all. I am basically homelesss just staying at my mom, no real job have a failing business, no car, no kids, no love live, no savings and in so much debts. I wish t... | 10 |
Overwhelmed, crying and need to talk desperately | I think I just need someone to vent to. My chest is so tight and I feel like my world is crumbling over the smallest inconvenience. I need to pinch and scratch my arms.
Sorry, just need to vent. | 4 |
I hate how depression takes such a huge grip on my life | It’s so bad I had to quit my job I just started a month ago, I’m young (21) so while I’m in college I just started working at this grocery store, but still. It’s just embarrassing that I left already. I tried so hard and that’s what makes me feel even worse, is that I tried so incredibly hard and I showed up on time ev... | 1 |
I wish someone wanted me to get better | I wish I didn’t have to fight this battle alone. I wish someone cared about me and wanted me to get better. | 3 |
How do I help my BF | They are non-binary. They suddenly found themselves unhappy and unable to enjoy anything in the past couple of days. How can I help them?. | 1 |
20 and still alone. Rant; title speaks for itself | I've been depressed forever and my parents would always tell me I'd get over it and make friends someday. When I was 12 I had 2 friends and only them, I lost them at 15 and have never talked to anyone again. I never talked to anyone other than them to begin with but now I literally just do nothing.
I feel like I waste... | 2 |
Im a depressed 18yr old and I really need advice on how to not oversleep | Im a 18f living with my parents, no job, no license, about to start school. I cant seem to wake up at the time I want and I always always oversleep. I have no motivation to get up and because Im so tired I just go back to sleep when I wake up and I tend to oversleep sometimes sleeping for 11-12 hours a day. Its been a ... | 4 |
I’m the great pretender | In real life, I’m a senior software engineer at the age of 18, I help and train others at my job with a smile and politeness. I work hard to make sure that our work gets done while casually joking with my coworkers and always trying to be the sunshine in the workplace. When we go out some Friday evenings together to Ka... | 0 |
Been crying since morning | I woke up sad. Tried to work, but have zero energy. And that’s making me even more sadder. I am not even able to finish a sentence without tears rolling down my cheeks. I don’t even know the reason. I could list all the to do tasks that are pending and all the things I am failing. But it was the same yesterday. What’s ... | 2 |
If anything happens to me before everything gets worse | I will not be leaving any of my belongings behind. I will make sure everything is gone and sold. The people who have caused me such pain will not have to deal with any of it im sure they don't want to anyway. But the apartment manager wont get anything either. It and I will all be poof gone! This has been the worst lif... | 1 |
Depressed for dealing with everyday life and Chronic illnesses | I’m 25/f. I have type 1 diabetes, epilepsy, chronic back and knee pain, a bladder disorder, some sort of stomach disorder I’m still waiting for results on, depression, anxiety, and Bipolar disorder. It is… exhausting being 25 and taking 8 different pills a day plus insulin, and pain killers. I don’t have much support f... | 1 |
Vent | Right when my depression and suicidal thoughts are getting worse, my family members start being annoying as hell trying to drag me into their crypto scamming things. I honestly think I've never felt worse in my life...
I always tell them that I don't want to do that but they just repeat the same things. "You'll make s... | 2 |
I don't want to spend money on my treatment anymore. | That's it. I've been paying for medications and doctor's appoitments for almost 15 year, and It has made me really poor. I can't save for retirement or even buy a car, because psychiatric care in my country is really expensive. I was just dreaming about buying a gamer laptop, but I don't have the money.... Wanted to pl... | 1 |
I need help for an online friend | A while ago I meet this man on reddit, he is 30 and I felt hopelessness every time I talk with him. Sometimes after we laugh and talk about some relatable stuff, I ask him what’s going on in his life. He told me he got some kind of trauma and he only stays in bed, stays a bit on reddit and thinks about life. I tried to... | 2 |
Implosion | I'm falling apart again. Today I feel like I did before I went inpatient in the hospital 6 months ago. I can't put it into words. I'm sure all of you feel it or have felt it before. Just this absolute fear and sense of doom. This empty dread that makes me want to cry. My pointless life. All of these wasted years. It's ... | 8 |
I'm sorry,I really want to give up | I'm sorry that I can't see or believe a way out. I'm sorry to everyone who thought I'd make something of myself. I'm sorry to myself, I wish I was more stubborn, and stuck to what I wanted out of my life instead of pleasing other people's wishes and opinions.
I'm so tired of just dealing with people's anger. Like it ... | 2 |
Life is kinda silly | I whacked my head and may have a very mild concussion and now I'm just thinking how incredibly dumb my life is and no clue how I got here haha. Life sure is taking me on the stupidest ride ever and I wanna get off | 4 |
I’m done | Just took some pills idk if they’ll do anything but hopefully this is my last post. Can’t do it anymore. | 2 |
I just feel like killin myself | Me M 13: I have had severe depression since I was like 9 in context it's not that bad but I can't talk to parents cause ethey wouldn't get it and I've tried but here's the story
So my friend introduced me to a girl 13 and I asked her out she said yes and we went on a date and I loved her but then (behind my back) she ... | 11 |
okaaay | Ok , so mow I'm a villain and my depression knows no bounds, I've jumped to the other side and I can't stop thinking about how miserable I'll be if I go thru with this shit , it's like post nut charity, but reverse. Not gone lie I've been better than ever what ever that means. It just seems that the load is a bit ... | 1 |
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